in mrt playing.. XD
another shot..

the checkered lady who glared at us..
stupid faces..
LOL?
heavy eyebags!
lynette givin de stupid face

obviously, wan xin took tis..
reflection.. =)
wan xin's name!
in mrt again
CRAP!

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ohh yay!! i'm realli happi about ytd's trip.. but didnt had a chance 2 blog ytd coz it was quite late already.. i was super late ytd coz of de damn 176.. took soo long 2 came and i made nettes waited 4 45 mins and wan xin and mich 37 mins.. mummi is great! sry ppl.. den we headed to marina bay wich was wrong and took back to city hall and walked a long way to marina square.. we didnt noe dat ter was a short cut.. =_= den we walked arnd, played wid cosmetics and went for lunch.. i was supposed 2 buy de most tings but in de end i bought de least tings.. haha.. XD although my mum gave mi 50 bucks.. but i dun realli wanna spend it.. so i'm leave wid 32 bucks.. my sister always sae i oni spend $$ on eatin but nth else.. and its true! LOL.. XD shes always right.. we ate at pizza hut as requested frm mi and de service ter was DAMN good la!! realli damn good ppl.. u shld go ter and eat!! but nettes was angry coz de waitress called her mdm.. LOL.. XD den i told her aiya its not dat u're old but its a form of courtesy.. haha.. XD

den we went on to shoppin.. michelle was obviously obssesed wid tube dress and tubes!! she kept lookin at them.. LOL.. XD she bought a skinny jeans wich i oso wanted!! haha.. XD but didnt buy it coz i wanted to buy it wid my mama.. 2dae goin out again.. 2 get those tings i wan.. den we took alot of crazi photos.. as shown above.. LOL.. XD and ernest went out wid wong and amos too.. den he came and meet mi aft dat.. sumtings happened but i guess everiting is ok now lerrs.. sry ppl for all de misunderstandings caused.. and in watsons wen tryin cosmetics.. aft dear bought her stuff and she went to find nettes, she fell on her butt!! LOL.. XD i saw de whole ting la!! its damn hilarious!! kept laughin wen i tink about it.. i realli wanna thank lynette for cheerin mi up wid her stupid jokes and actions, thanks wan xin for buying those accesories to cheer me up and most imptly thanks michelle for tolerating.. =) thanks to all my girl friends!

den ernest send mi home.. haha.. and my family went for dinner wid mi.. dunno wots de special occasion but its ok.. LOL.. XD den we went to eat at lets flap! haha.. XD ok la and quite exp.. den my younger sis was damn sweet la!! past few daes, she asked mi wot i wan for my birthday den noein dat she cant afford sumting exp so i asked her 2 get mi a packet of hello panda will do.. and she realli did.. she bought mi 2 packets.. 1 is vanilla and 1 is strawberry!! damn sweet of her!! how thotful!! thanks mavis!! i love you! den we went home 2 catch de 9 o'clock show!! damn funni loh!!

haix.. dear pls cheer up.. i fully understand how u feel and soo.. i realli wan to rite it down.. u're still veri concerned about him although he dun giv a shiet at all! i dun giv a damn lers la! i cant keep it within my self..

TO you:

what made you change so much?! i'm really taken aback and shocked with the abrupt change in you. How i wish i can change you back to the previous you. When we were still together. But everything is too late now. I know. The pain inflicted on me is really unimaginable. How i wish i could rewind time and change my attitude towards this relationship so thing would go well and i will be happier with you. I'm really sorry. I guess i took you for granted when i was with you. I did not realize that you were suffering in the relationship. Little did i know that you were hanging on. I really regreted whatever i did to you in the past. But i guess you are non-chalant to how i feel, what i say and everything that concerns about me anymore. In your eyes, i'm nothing to you. You will no longer care about me. I finally realize how much i have hurt you in the past. I still love you, and the feeling is stronger. I know that you're happily with her now. I must face reality. I can only give both of you my blessings. Although i'm very unwilling to let you go, but i have to. I thought that by hating you would make me forget you. But i was totally wrong. I could not bring myself to hate you. My friends have been telling me to let you go but its highly impossible. I know i'm stubborn. I've tried it many times but it really pains me to do so. For hating you i've blamed myself. How i wish, that this is all a nightmare. But its not. I really hope you can come back to me and we can be together once again. Like we used to be. And i'll promise to love you more and treasure you. I LOVE YOU AND CANT BEAR TO LET YOU GO.

haix wan xin.. cheer up alright? i love you..