i'm sick and didn't go to school today. had a bad flu + sore throat. went to the doctors this morning with my daddy and found out that the pain in my throat was due to an ulcer growing in there. WHAT THE! made me waste my daddy's money. ZZZ. i'm so sorry daddy, i didn't mean it. but the good thing is, i can excuse myself from 1 day of school. sometimes we must really take a break, take a kit kat. yea yea, and my ulcer will only worsen and not recover. and i can skip the talk, skip rehearsal and cca. i guess i'm really tired. and i don't understand why did the school still organise the talk, i think they should exclude the graduating students because firstly, we've got ample motivational talks and the adam khoo workshop is a good example, 3 full days of motivational talk. i seriously think that it's more than enough. and plus, they should not involve us in so many activities and give us more time for revision. they kept emphasising how MUCH more time we have before the o levels but i think it's kinda ironic. and i'm really fatigued, soo many rehearsals, cca, self study, remedials, tuitions. life is just like a cycle, you repeat the same old thing every single day without feeling bored.






i prefer staying at home sometimes. haha. my hut. i helped aunty cita with the making of soya bean drink. haha. yummy yummy. my favourite and healthy drink! it has this fragrance that smells so sweet and nice. especially the cold one. it's nice and healthy. double points! and i find the yellow beans as known as soya beans are soo amazing. it can "transform" into many different forms. soya bean drink, bean curd, bean curd skin etc. and it's home made which is another plus point. that just goes to show how kuku i am in the kitchen. really gotta brush up my cooking skills. did some of my maths stuff. i missed school one day. which means i've gotta do two days worth of work tomorrow. YAY! stay positive always. and while blog shopping just now, i found out that i have a liking for food ear studs. which means ear studs that were made to resemble certain food. lol. it's really cute. tantalizing. but i won't eat it though. not to that extend yet, but it really really really looks like the real food itself. but it's kinda expensive as it is diy by the seller.

and i really miss you. but it just assures me every time i hear your voice. it's not like the past anymore, we don't get to see each other everyday, don't get to say hi-bye to you before the morning starts which perks me up. haha. but i think it'll all be kept as good memories of the times we spent in school. school life. but i'm more or less used to it now. just a different way of being together. absence makes the heart grows fonder. i'm really busy this week however i'll try to meet up with you my hubby! haha.

as i promised my 女朋友，女朋友我真的好爱你！你每次都这么细心得照顾我，保护我与爱护我！当我被别人欺负时，你都会奋不顾身地来保护我！每次你一有什么心事都会找我诉苦，有什么开心的事也都不例外，也会同样地跟我分享。我真的觉得很开心认识到你这个好朋友，我的最爱的女朋友！我爱死你了！哈哈！wah. feels so awkward to type in chinese. but quite fun! loves my nupengyou! muackz muackz muackz!