ok i know my blog has been lifeless, boring and dead due to the lack of updates. so sorry folks. many things happened lately and i did not really have the mood to blog. ok let's skip these sad topics. before anyone's mood gets affected.

on the positive note, MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING!!! YIPEE! YAY! HURRAY! WOOHOO! MEOW! OINK! MOO~! and so is wan xin's and michelle's. 1 after another kind of event. but sad to say, my birthday falls on a wednesday which means i still have to attend school on that day and go for church class. but i'll still have celebrations on that day. =) thanks to 2 wonderful people! i am anticipating. initially, i was expecting nothing on my birthday since i ain't really close to my classmates yet. and my secondary school friends are all busy. but well, i know the thought is there. haha. i'll be equally glad as long as they remember the exact date of my birthday. hope we can meet up on a day to celebrate all 3 of our birthdays. haha!

will be rather occupied on the weekends. outting with SENSUALE JAZZ 5 people!! i really can't wait. when it's only tomorrow? XD i want to cycle and play at the beach! have fun, fun, AND MORE FUN!

you know, sometimes, life just doesn't go your way. you try very hard to prove something, but people discourage you along the way. every little single thing i do now, is being controlled. we have lost this mutual trust between us. no comprimising, no understanding. but i remember that once, someone told me, just when you feel like giving up, hold on, who knows, the next moment would be a better one? it's like the waves, when all the problems are accumulating, it is high tide and the next moment, it will go back to low tide when all the problems are solved. i have to learn to be stronger each day. i am sure i can do it! till the day i give up..