i don't know what is wrong with me these days. have been feeling rather down and moody. i thought i was alright. haha, it's all wrong. it really takes a long time for every thing to settle down. time heals. i don't really know what am i thinking of already. it's out of my control. i feel like i'm in a dream and cannot be pull out of it.

sometimes, the more you commit into something, the more hurt will be inflicted on you. although you keep reminding yourself not to fall in too deep, it still happens. that is human's weakness..

i really don't know why am i typing all these. but this is how i feel. it's not about me being emotional or whatsoever, i'm just trying to vent it out.

if only, time could be forwarded. i guess this is like the post operation period, you only feel pain after the operation, not during it.

when you're prepared to gain possession of something, be prepared to lose it 1 day. cause nothing lasts forever.

i guess i am wrong.
sometimes in my dreams, i still hear your voice, nyny.
the emptiness i feel,,,