i often ask myself, is this what i want?

have i really forgotten the past?

am i still lingering on it?

have i get away from the daunting past?

am i really ready for this?

is this how i really feel?

does it feel real or am i in a dream that i will never wake up from?

is it right or wrong?
am i being fair to them?
what is going on in my life?
should i just give up, or let time tell?