Random picture btw. HAHA!

It is impossible to pretend that nothing has happened and live on with it.

Really, this thing has hit me real hard.

It feels like a breakup, but I think worse than that.

I'm starting to have doubts about my relationships with anyone.

Too naive? Too easy-going? 

With expectations, come disappointment.

When you try to take things your way, and treat someone nice, and then expect the person to treat you the same way as you do, it's almost impossible and usually disappointing.

Really, who else can I rely on 100%?

Is there a definite answer to this?

Tell me how does it feel like when you least expect certain thing to happen on you and yet it happened on you and you are still stupid enough to ask about it.

Tell me how does it feel like when your friends judge you based on your actions & attitude without giving a least bit of hint.

Tell me how does it feel like when 7-8 pairs of eyes were staring at you, waiting for you to defend/explain yourself while they judge you.

Tell me how does it feel like when you're helpless and struggling very hard to fight back your tears and bring out your point and no one, no one is there to help you.

Must have been a laughingstock, a target for gossiping. Ha, must have been pathetic.

Not holding any grudges, but I really can't just put this incident aside and forget all about it.

Takes time.