The different smiles in life

Cause you're my muse 

It really isn't easy,

Isn't as easy as ABC,

Isn't as easy as how friends/people who have gone through it told me as it is.

Until I experience it myself.

Both of us moving on to the next phase of our lives, with him serving ns, and me studying in uni.

I'm still at the first phase of adapting to our "new" relationship, or rather a whole new way of maintaining our relationship.

Haha, and ningwei told me to occupy myself with either studies, or time out with friends/family.

I've asked myself before, whether I am very reliant on you but I don't really think so because we use to meet at most twice a week when we're not studying together in np.

And too many, that's really quite seldom already, given the fact that we're in a relationship.

To me, I was always satisfied with that but on top of that, tried to make time out for a third or fourth time in the week to meet up. That's because our dates are always fulfilling ones. =333

However, now, I feel kinda lost sometimes but it's just the beginning and I guess that explains why I feel that way.

It's just the amount of time and freedom we have for each other. And it's really the busiest part of his army life right now. Or rather, the part with least freedom.

To me, I guess the biggest difference now is that I can't really text/call him any time of the day or rather, as and when I want to.

BUTTTTTTTT, really THANK GOD, with the introduction of new technology and relaxing of camera phone ban rules, we're able to whatsappppp! <3 br="br">

Nobody said it was easy, but I am willing to try and go for it because I know as much as I am putting in effort, you are also doing your very very best for the both of us. And I really appreciate that, my dear keithy!

And at the end of these 2 years, when we both look back, we would give each other a pat on the shoulder and say : "We did it!" with a huge sense of achievement and of course more loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee