2dae is a damn sad and m0ody dae...sick and tired of cryin...puffy eyes...stucked n0se...head ache...i'm t0tally NUMBED...n0 feelins...n0 m0od 4 aniting...haix...m i realli an eyes0re 2 u...? m i realli a USELESS BUM hu d0es nth but spend ur m0ney...? haix...seems lik it realli is...all th0se w0rds u've saed hav hurt mi deeply...de impact of it...it will neh be erased...i will neh ever 4get w0t u've saed...and i dun wanna hear aniting anim0re...it jus make mi cry m0re...i oredi t0ld u n0t 2 sae aniting anim0re...haiXx...but u jus wun st0p...ytd nite oredi cried de wh0le nite...tis m0rning c0uldn't c0ncentrate on aniting...during service oso damn tired...puffy eyes...haix...will they ever understand...? d0 they even giv a damn...? everitime t0k ab0ut tis issue veri sian dia0...everitime ask them ab0ut my veri OWN handf0ne...will oni lead 2 quarrels, arguments wich t0tally turns mi off...its lik i'm oredi sec 2 l0rs cum on...g0in 2 sec 3...i n0e they r oredi veri stressed up but its n0t dat i dun appreciate w0t i hav and w0t i get but...dun giv mi false h0pes or empty pr0mises...u pr0mised 2 c0nsider 2 get mi a f0ne if i get g0od results and i treated it as a m0tivati0n 2 studi but s0o w0t...sudd lik everiting is g0ne...ask her ab0ut it, she act blur...everitime oso lik dat...w0t 2 d0...? nth...its lik wenever i ne g0 2 sch or g0 out i wld g0 2 w0rk wid them 2 help l0rs....den she sae i n0t seri0us...haiXx...everiting is useless...everiting dat i d0...g0es 2 waste...y cant they put themselves int0 my sh0es and tink...? thnx zy br0ther 4 enc0uragin mi and saein mani tings 2 mi...i feel dat ur eng has impr0ved tremend0usly all of a sudden...i n0e i cant keep cryin...it wun help at all...but once i cry i jus cant st0p...haiXx...i nid help...realli...i dun wan ppl ar0und mi 2 feel stressed c0z they dunn0 h0w 2 cheer mi up...sry ppl...i myself mus pull myself up...if n0t n0wan can help mi...haix...i will n0t ask my mum 4 m0ney anim0re i tink...? i will try 2 save my m0ney...starve if i hav 2...? AWW...n0t dat...s0o act pathetic...jus w0tever...de oni ting dat i l0okin 4ward 2 is de PSL camp...haix...i wun get 2 use de f0ne 4 de wh0le h0lidaes...? c0z my sis hav 2 g0 4 w0rk alm0st everidae xcept 4 sundae...and yea...she oni cum back veri late c0z she always g0 4 dinner wid her stead...i dun blame her...haiXx...i tink if sumwan sms mi 4 emergency or w0t...i'll oni n0e it de nxt dae and by then de pers0n oredi die lerrs...(t0uchw0od) yea...it's jus an example...i jus kept cryin n0n st0p...frm west mall all de way h0me...den ask her n0t 2 t0k ab0ut it she jus kept c0ntinuin...kz...i tink its all my fault...sry everibuddi...sry...haix...i'm useless...i oni add on 2 other ppls burden...i SUCK...