whipped up japanese curry chicken rice together with aunty cita. the initial plan was to cook it together with marilyn but aunty cita just could not wait. i must say it tasted quite nice. =) but the sauce was a little too thick. too concentrated. then after eating, i started to develop a flu. well actually, the flu developed in the morning but got worse after lunch. =( drank yellow fedac syrup for runny nose and went to sleep. i slept for quite a few hours. marilyn's friends came over to swim. they were quite noisy chatting and laughing away but i guess when the drowsiness of the medicine kicks in, it just knocks me off.
woke up and helped aunty with the making of egg mayonaise sandwiches. YUMMY! haha. we used up all the plain bread available at home. =X then around 6 plus, i felt really awful. like hot and cold, feeling feverish but not running a fever. temperature hit 37.5. like HUH?! neither here nor ter. and sweating like a pig but at the same time feel cold. the feeling was really terrible. then in the later evening, i had a sudden craving for yan yan biscuits, chocolate and vanilla flavour. haha weird..
i really hope that calla and i can get through the interview together and get the job. but still waiting for a reply. kept in suspense. i want to spend my holidays fruitfully. i just added 2 other entries in my planner for what i want to do during this holidays. 1 with girlfriends and the other with i don't know who. haha. haven't find someone to go with me yet.
it's sad to know that we ended up like that. but it's even worse to know that all that you have planned for me, so many so many things, cannot be reciprocated. i really don't know how to face you anymore. it's not like i did not look at the happy past that we once had. but things are really different now. i'm sorry.
woke up and helped aunty with the making of egg mayonaise sandwiches. YUMMY! haha. we used up all the plain bread available at home. =X then around 6 plus, i felt really awful. like hot and cold, feeling feverish but not running a fever. temperature hit 37.5. like HUH?! neither here nor ter. and sweating like a pig but at the same time feel cold. the feeling was really terrible. then in the later evening, i had a sudden craving for yan yan biscuits, chocolate and vanilla flavour. haha weird..
i really hope that calla and i can get through the interview together and get the job. but still waiting for a reply. kept in suspense. i want to spend my holidays fruitfully. i just added 2 other entries in my planner for what i want to do during this holidays. 1 with girlfriends and the other with i don't know who. haha. haven't find someone to go with me yet.
it's sad to know that we ended up like that. but it's even worse to know that all that you have planned for me, so many so many things, cannot be reciprocated. i really don't know how to face you anymore. it's not like i did not look at the happy past that we once had. but things are really different now. i'm sorry.
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