Had an insomnia last night. I felt really helpless cause there was no one I can talk to. The feeling was lousy. But thanks to hua zhong and jason for accompanying me on msn for some time. I don't think that by looking at someone's pictures whom you miss will help because in the end you will tend to miss that person MORE. =_= ZZZ. I really hope that the days will pass by faster and I won't have insomnia anymore. It really isn't fun to have that. =( Especially when you can't find anyone to accompany you.

I still do not dare to come clear with how I feel, afraid that it may be a mistake. But all I can say is, I am so lost without you. Things doesn't seem to go right without you around. I guess I am over dependent on you..Can you just come back quick? Please?