Wednesday, December 16, 2009

















 2 papers down.
Was so tired memorising all the case facts and definitions that I fell asleep several times while studying. =X
Felt really relieved today.
Had macs breakfast after the paper this morning.
Skipped lunch. I was the only one who ate breakfast. =_=
Left with MAEC mcq and true/false questions.
They will definitely not let us off so easily,, must have set cunning and tricky questions.

It feels as though there is something really heavy weighing me down.
This feeling is indescribable. But it is definitely not something positive.
In fact, I feel lousy.
Maybe I should just..
I don't know anymore.
I feel so sorry. For every thing that had happened.
I can't pretend that it has never happened before, neither can I take it away from me.
It is so different. I realised that only I can help myself. Noone else.
Get this feeling away from me please.

Have been browsing through some inspirational quotes to try to enlighten myself.
But haven't really find one that suits my situation.

I was almost late for my paper this morning cause I was blur enough to have thought that the paper starts at 9 when it actually starts at 830. =_=
Reached school at 825, ran/brisk walked to the convention centre. Good thing was, I managed to finish the paper in time.
Quarreled with sister yesterday, and we haven't been talking since then.
I won't say who's right who's wrong.
But no one tries to understand my plight at all.
So just forget it.

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