Thursday, July 15, 2010

Because you loved me.


Because I just have to tell myself that it is all over and I have to stand up on my own without anyone's help anymore.
Because I just have to accept the fact that I will not be able to receive the same treatment as I did from you in the past.
Because I know we are not meant to be and have to give up on this relationship including any hopes remaining.
When those memories flash past, I just have to pretend that it has never happened before so as to forget them.
When I am upset and feel like confiding in you again because you were always there for me unselfishly in the past, I tell myself that you will no longer be there for me anymore.
Evelyn, it is time to let it go.

I really dislike waking up from nightmares.
Apart from the scary nightmares part, it is the weariness that spoils my day. =(

I am really anticipating the shifting of houses. ^^

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