Thursday, September 16, 2010

Sweet dream.

I had a sweet dream last night. ^^
Startled me a little but made me smile afterwards.
Went out to catch a movie yesterday.
The movie was kind of disappointing but I've enjoyed the companionship and trip out nevertheless.
Going out with 大姐 today.
She promised to treat me to good food after her payday and she's fulfilling her responsibilities of a sister today! =)
Initial plan was to go shopping and then go for a good meal.
But last night while listening to Fish Leong's music video album, the idea of singing K sparked her.
Daddy switched it on to try the DVD player that he just fixed.
And then we caught a bit of Panic Room in our cosy living room. 

Sometimes, I really feel bad but helpless towards Daddy.
Because there is just so much I can do to help with the shifting of house, as a daughter.
We can't really help with the fixing of stuff but only meticulous things.
I know how much he yearn to have a son.
Someone to talk to, to dote on, to nurture to be a successful person, to share the same interests etc.
But we just cannot fulfill that, because simply, we are daughters.
And naturally, we get closer to our Mummy.
I think he is really tired and cranky, which made him snapped and said such hurtful things.
I don't blame him, I just felt a little heartbroken.
Daddy, I won't give up, I will still try my very best to help and show my concern as a daughter.
Hopefully, you can appreciate the fact that our family is closely bonded and feel the concern and love we show one another.
Daddy, I love you.

Anyway, I was discussing with Keith yesterday and we felt that girls with abs looks nice. =)

Thank you for understanding,
Thank you for compromising,
Thank you for listening,
Thank you for laughing,
Thank you for blushing,
Thank you for not knowing me earlier.

I think I'm going to go vegeterian soon, with the increased frequency of eating Thunder Tea rice. =S

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