Monday, September 13, 2010

Unrecognised and contentment..

Sometimes in life, when you do certain things but it gets unrecognised, how do you feel?
It's not about the recognition, praise, rewards or any positive feedback that I am looking for, but at least an appreciation.
And when you stop doing certain things for that person, the person goes all out to blame you and say hurtful words such as "Why are you not helping at all?" or even worse a statement "You don't seem to help at all."
How will you feel?
The person who said it may not mean it really, but does she not have an idea how great the impact would be on the recipient?
Or maybe, she really mean it..
Am I being too sensitive? No I don't think so.
Once and again, taken for granted.
I've became invisible.
Don't you know it? I am really not asking for much, just an appreciation such as "thank you" is more than enough. I'll be glad enough.
Then again, someone reminded me that I am learning to be independent.
Slowly adapting, maybe I am just not so important in your lives.
Maybe I am just cold blooded to you. And that I don't play a part in this at all.
I think I am very similar to Daddy.

Then again, when I look at the small details in life, I feel contented.

Had Ikea Hotdog Bun for breakfast. ^^
Chicken porridge for lunch!
Yellow sang live by Coldplay is the best.
I feel like going for another concert soon.
Not forgetting to save up $$ for my future plans. =)
It's just so fun when you think of them.
 Will fantasy become reality?
That remains a mystery.
But let me witness a dream come true. ^^

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