Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Unknown, unpredictable future.

Cute boy sleeping on my bed.
 And that day we were so bored on the car we decided to compete on Ah lian poses. ^^ Quite bad if you look at it for long. 
Then the 3 of us! <3
OOPS! Sorry gotta tilt your head to see this. My very fulFILLING American breakfast that Mummy prepared for me!! But still I would wanna try the Brunch at Habitat's Cafe.
Painted it pastel purple! Wanted to try chocolate brown but mummy said I should go for brighter colours or at least pinkish cause it's gonna be CNY. But actually this colour is quite nice, makes my legs look fairer. ^^ And oh my still can see my tan lines. =S

Quite impressed with myself that I'm up already although I slept at around 2 last night and didn't even nap for the whole of yesterday. =X
I guess it's because my whole mind is filled with MFS-related stuff that I can't wait to roll it all out.
WM Part B Presentation tomorrow, great thanks to Liwei and Char for helping me with the slides, edited it last night before I went to bed.
And I'm so glad that we don't have to go to school today! Enables me to better spend my time on projects which are a priority now.

University applications are open now. Makes me think of my next level of education. 
Facing up to reality, with my current GPA, I am barely gonna make it to a business school in 3 of the local unis. And I really do not want to disappoint my parents nor make them foot my expensive uni fees if I were to go into a private uni. But I'm really passionate about pursuing my route in finance/banking and I'm determined to go into this career path and I want to be an RM.
Asked senior char about the possibility of getting into biz school in NTU, she told me at least a 3.7 and she did it upon her first appeal. Waaa.. and this year's cut-off points must have increased again to at least a 3.8-3.9. Tell me how is that possible with my meagre GPA of 3.4.
Sigh, totally regretted for my year 2 sem 2 but I know I shouldn't be bringing up the past cause it won't change a fact but would only aggravate my current situation if I were to become too affected by it.
Can I just go for interviews and promise them that I'll work doubly hard in uni and prove that I can do it again,
Can I not be judged just based on my grades,
just because of 1 downfall,
I'm fighting for it now, I'm staying really focused and motivated to make the best outta any assignments that I've been given. 
Please please.
Someone tell me what to do. Can I write this into a Dear Kelly column, just tell me what's the next step I should take and that I will go ahead with it.
Damn, letting all those emotions overwhelm me.

Ok back to doing work. Anyway, only manage to get a dress for CNY.
Bought yet another dress from a pushcart yesterday but I think I'm gonna change it to something else cause it just looks like a nightgown on me (says Keith when I emailed him the pic) LOL.

如果可以倒带,我会选择回到过去,选择聪明一点..

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