WAHAHAHA! WAHAHAHAHA! erm. sorry. i'm still over the moon about my results. my mum went to school today to see ms sim because they did not meet her during the earlier half of the year. i finally squeezed my way into the top 10 lo! WOOHOO!! i'm gonna continue to work hard. motivation for me. and my mum and dad gave me a big kiss and hug! did titration for chemistry ytd. quite fun. but i didn't know how to do many things. and the calculations are all messed up. but priscilla is always there to help me! that's what nu peng you are for. i really love her. and today in class, during SS, mr tan was really very funny! he kept doing silly actions and everything which caused me and fiona tummy ache from all the laughing. 0.o it is really nice to sit with fiona xiu xiu! i can like laugh my ass off in class. and i had a really bad cramp just now all thanks to joel ong kai li!. wahahaa. but don't really blame him. just feel like smacking him.


i'm rather upset about some stuff. i know that saying all these are too late but i will still say it. i've tried my best to salvage it but it takes 2 hands to clap. i'm tired. i really feel that it's a waste if somethings just go into the drain like that. maybe i don't understand you all. but really, i missed the times we were together. happily together. everything seems so cold now. although on the outside, we may look perfectly fine, but on the inside, there are actually many unpleasant things that maybe all of us are hiding away from. i do not know why things will turn out this way. but i really hope that all of you will feel happier after making the choice of going with them. i don't wish to ask anything anymore. people asked, 2 years of friendship just gone like that, don't you feel the heart ache. of course i do, but what can i do? and hope that you will cherish the chance and work hard. and i still remember the promise of me and you knowing your secrets. just hope that all of you will feel happier this way. i know that things won't be the same anymore. just want to wish all of you all the best. =)