i'm so sorry girl if i've really hurt you. but i thought that many changes have happened between the both of us. i felt so close to you the other time during the adam khoo workshop. but i think all good things come to an end. i thought you would make up all the lost time with me. i thought we can be as good friends as ever. i thought.. it's just all my presumptions. but i found out that it's impossible. maybe you find that the person is more important than anyone else. i thought that you would at least spend time with us but maybe i don't understand you well enough. that you're always so occupied with tuitions and everything. but i really don't get it. you are always able to spend so much time with the person but when it comes to us? i don't know. maybe you think that the person is more important than anything else. and of course i won't want to interfere and put you in a difficult spot. but can't you at least spare some time for us? of course i miss studying with you, going out with you. i really miss those times. have you really thought of us? have you ever thought when was the last time we had a heart to heart talk? i don't know.you left us once before. i thought we can patch it up but seems like it's so difficult to do so.and you even said that you can don't care about us. i don't know how would you feel if i were to say this. maybe it's just a slip off the tongue but you know how much it meant to us. numbed. sorry for not replying you. i don't know how and what to reply you. maybe you prefer new good friends. if that's what you prefer. i have nothing to say. i have time to reply you. i'm willing to spend time with you. but are you willing to do so? i don't know.