sobs! how i wish this was just a game of hide and seek between me and you. and i would say i have totally lost to you. cause i really miss you ernest. =( i would admit defeat and let you win. still counting down. 2 more days. i'm still waiting.


aw. i feel bad. and i'm rushing my v.e project which is due on monday but ms sim was lenient enough to postpone the due date to tomorrow. but it's a pair work and i only touched it today. i guess i won't be able to complete it by tomorrow. and there goes my marks. FLY AWAY! anyway, it's really amazing what God has installed for us. past few days, i think it was on a monday, i read an article in forum which states "Love courses good for romance, married bliss" which is related to my project. haha! and i thought of it so i went to search for that article in the storeroom. i don't really go green. or perhaps i do so by recycling those newspapers for milo's poo and pee. LOL! in my project there's this section where we'll have to find our own article which is related to marriage and i hate looking high and low for articles. so really thank God. haha. and i've got no partner and found marcus "partnerless" too so i decided to pair up with him. haha! that chemistry guy who gets turned on by chemistry. and also a section which is an interview with people who have tied the knot. and i skipped that section first cause there was really no one in the house that i can ask about except for mummy and daddy who's not back yet! after some patient waiting time, they finally came back. i asked her the first question, "mummy, why do you marry to daddy？” and this is her answer" bo bian lor!" like what the.. ms sim is gonna hack me for that. i didn't know i had so many things to talk about marriage until come upon this project. you can say that i'm sadistic or maybe realistic but i'm not like those girls who go gaga over marriages and think that marriage is the best occasion in my life. and i found out that they are a minority who suffers from gametophobia which is an abnormal and persistent fear of getting married. and i've met such a person before. i guess it's due to an experience or witness of a broken marriage. maybe i'm kind of neutral. but it's also good as i'll be mentally prepared in the event of one. but hey! nobody wants and wishes for that. and i agree with one of my mother's saying "you won't know if that's your true husband till the day he die". i really hope someone would be able to prove me wrong. haha. just my wishful thinking! let's not talk about this anymore.


and this is for R.A. VIJAY! you better watch out! my enemy! settle with you tomorrow! don't think you can win me with your fingers! ROAR! LOL!