fed up man...

hmm...2dae arhs...as n0rmal...met up wid xiin h0n3y b4 g0in int0 sch...i was late...c0z 0f the bus l0rz...sry xiin...tis m0rning c him frm 0pp0site...s0o near yet s0o far...haiXx...still missin him al0ts and cant bear 2 let g0...w0t 2 d0 lehs...hmm...1st 2 periods was PE...2.4...sianXx...2dae jing xuan and kaii lunn never cum...miss them al0ts...esp kaii lun...abit weird weird de...wen she never cum...hmm...aft PE geog...sianx...den recess...den lit...at LT...c0ol...hehe...we did sum miming...dunn0 h0w 2 spell lahs...LOL...s0o funni l0rs...jie qiang g0 act lik a fish...s0o alike...LOL...den aft dat was eng...w0oh0o...news in class at the LT again...walk up and d0wn...i remembered tat mus paste 20 post its 0n my back...and mus rite ass lickin g0od 0n my back...LOL...s0o stupid...jus c0z i paste 1 0n ha0 jie den mus paste 20 0n myself...haha...minns nettes and xiin help mi stick...c0oL...phew...ms ang 4got 2 bring her cam...if n0t she wld take my pic and put it 0n her bl0g...hehe...hmm...last nite finalli f0und my b0ok C...s0o happi lehs...if n0t mus c0pi all...hehe...den wen i find...i accidentally saw sumting...it was a small n0tepad...den i 0pen up...my small c0usin dat time stay my hse...den rite a small letter 2 mi...den she wrote the date was 26 SEPTEMBER 2004...OMGDNESS...lik hintin 2 mi sumting lik dat l0rz...haiXx...s0o miss him...hmm...tis m0rning mummi and daddi went 2 china...hmm...aftn0on aft mang0 less0n...we wanted 2 stay in class 2 d0 sumtings 4 de cheer...den we ask mang0 tell the guy l0ck de d0or wan let us stay back in class d0..den tat freakin guy t0ld mang0 dat we always run here and ter...den we dun hav l0rs...den we argue back wid him lahs...he anih0w sae de lors...anih0w p0int here p0int ter...stupid lahs...den anih0w scold us...cock eye de l0rs...den mang0 still sc0ld us in frnt of him lors...s0o damn fed up...humpph!!den they sae g0 mac d0 s0 we g0 lors...haha...g0 ter put bags...den g0 westmall buy materials d0...hmm...went mac paint paint...den xiin and zy s0o cl0se...w0oh0o...!!!LOL...but ders restriction...wan xiin parents and zy parents...y mus their parents obstruct den wen they r realli in lurvve wid each 0ther...haiXx..i dun understand...i realli dun understand...

rainy rainy dae...

hmm...2dae is a drizzlin dae ba...in de m0rning wen i came it was drizzlin lehs...once again i waited 4 my h0n3y...hehe...wait wait wait...5 mins pass...thot she wld cum but she didnt...instead i saw zy...aft dat i ask zy 2 accompani mi wait 4 her...he wldnt mind 0s0...LOL...den he sae aiya usualli xiin will cum earli earli de lors...den he sae maybe she inside den i sae wun de lors...she meetin mi de lors...den i sae is we wait until 6.50 she haven cum den we g0 inside...haha...den 6.50...h0n3y still haven reach...sianXx...i was tinkin of killin her lerrs...humpph!!but den aft i went into sch and put my bag...i went dwnstairs 2 wait 4 her...den gonna 7.15 lerrs...still haven cum...my show and tell pics wid her and my home ec stuff...hehe...i veri w0rried n0w...dunn0 w0t happened 2 her...den went back 2 class first...saw her lerrs...she told mi she abit sick s0o slpt a lil while l0nger and her mum fetch her 2 sch...hmm...scared the hell outta mi...she gave mi de home ec de but de pics 4 show and tell never coz i never send her finish den offline lers...i was lik oh shiet...half of the marks gone!!s0bs...i still ask ms ang help mi 2 arrange the pics lehs...s0bs...but den aft dat ms ang sae postpone 2 tml...i was s0o damn happi!!!god is helpin mi...dat time 0s0 lik dats...i thot it was my turn but it wasnt it was tis wk instead...den tis time god help mi an0ther time...hehehe...thnx god...i m gonna d0 my best tml...hehe...i m g0nna get the highest among all de ppl!!!w0oh0o!!i hav c0nfidence...abit siao liao...hmm...everi tues got 3 periods of science...s0o b0red lors...ms shiva dun let us j0ke in class...n0 practical less0ns at all...r we suppose 2 rot wen de other classes get 2 g0 2 the lab 2 do xperiments?!?!haiXx...s0o b0red out everi science lesson...2dae was the startin of chap 6...everibuddi was s0o xcited but i was s0o turn off...hmm...no jokes...sae us veri childish...thot she veri matured...wot de lors...dun tok about her ler lahs...aft dat was 2 chinese...sianXx...Zzz...den one eng...did sum reading assign ting...haha...we started playin wid post its...minns paste it on hao jie back...but he n0ticed...2 bad...den i decided 2 put it on min sunn chair...LOL...he sat on it widout noticin...and guess wer was it pasted on?!in the middle of his ass...everibuddi was lik LOL lerrs...den he still blur blur...den i tink wei zhuo told him arhs...LOL...aft dat...3 h0me ec...sian...feel lik Zzz...oh!finalli sch ended...the thot of it class bored mi 0ut...aft it drizzlin...qh j0el nettes min sunn and minns wanted 2 go kfc s0 i tagged al0ng...they s0o c0ol...take taxi...coz quite late lerrs...we lik playin amazin race lik dats...always s0o fun wid them...LOL...den g0 kfc eat eat eat...they kept on rushin us...aiy0y0...den aft dat g0 out saw elle elle jiie and her besties...LOL...sae hi 2 them tok awhile and g0...take taxi again...aiy0...actualli we were n0t late...but dey suggested a toilet break...den late...haha...aft it class...went 0ut...den sudd miss him al0ts...den felt lik cryin...haiXx...walk past his class...tinkin 0f him again!!...hehe...den aft dat went h0me myself...online...i and him n0t kor meii animore...hehe...but best frens...all thnx 2 elle elle jiie...lurve her al0ts...hehe...k lahs...s0o tired n0w...Zzz...

haven recover frm the pain...

haiXx...2dae quite happi...coz i can finalli g0 back 2 sch lerrs...go c my frens and most importantly him...2dae is a long long dae..rainin tis morning den stop den aftnoon wen goin h0me rain again...hmm...ask xiin 2 wait 4 mi outside sch bus stop den go into sch 2gether...haha...she was late again...cos she claimed dat the taxi driver sped and got into an accident...luckily my h0n3y was ok but oni knock her head...if not i veri xin tong...hmm...be careful kz h0n3y...?2dae gave him sum sweets but not personally coz he haven cum yets...den ask xiin h0n3y pass 2 amos ask amos pass 2 him...haiXx...i dun dare 2 face him...i dun even dare 2 l0ok int0 his class now wenever i walk past ter...den 2dae 2 geog 1 hist...never study geog at all...dun even noe wot 2 study...last time ms tham will giv us n0tes and tings 2 study...but mr tan xpect us 2 study frm the wksheets and txt bk...honestly,i dun even noe wots he tokin bout everi lesson...frm chap 1 to 4...haha...hmm...den i didnt noe how 2 do most of the ques...i m afraid tat i will fail the test...mus copi chap 3 and 4...sianXx...hist lesson started tinkin about him again...veri sad again...haiXx...m0ody...aft recess...went back 2 class...eng lesson...ms ang collectin the m0ney 4 de readin b0oks...i didnt bring the $$ but i used my allowance first...den ask my mummi giv mi...aft dat was 2 maths...veri xcited coz we gettin back maths retest...xpected myself 2 get 50 but coz of 2 careless mistakes i got 43...s0bs...nvm...i will improve my studies and will improve!!i mus!!veri fed up oso...terence and leuven veri n0isi bhind...i oredi veri m0ody den they still s0o n0isi...i wanna concentrate...!!!they were s0o irritatin....i cant stand it and shouted at leuven!!i asked him 2 shuddup...haiXx...sry leuven...i vent my anger on u...but u veri n0isi...i was oredi on de brink of tears but hold back my tears...haiXx...aft dat was science...science arhs...abit sianXx...i dun tink ms shiva can control our class...i wasnt even listenin...i m quite weak in science oso...haiXx...couldnt be bothered 2 listen at all lors...aft dat we went 4 assem...our class intended 2 sing the sch song loudly and did s0o...haha...veri l0udly...de other classes did not sing at all s0 we had 2 sing it another time...LOL...we sang even louder...hmm...aft assem we waited in class 4 mr g0h...he marked the corrections of our test 6 and retest den he let us g0...i went wid nette berr qi heng j0el hua zhong hao jie and marcus...eat ler went h0me and do home ec research and show and tell pics...hmm...thnx xiin 4 helpin mi 2 print..lurvee u 4ever...

sad sad dae...=(

2dae is a damn sad dae...haiXx...although it was ytd ting but i m still veri sad...haiXx...i realli cant bear 2 let him g0...but we hav n0 ch0ice...i oso dun wanna affect his studies...he oso worried about my studies...but hes still my best kor now...we wun avoid each other or wots...we r now kor and meii...realli lurve him alots...miss him 2...all the memories i had wid him...its all in my heart...never be 4gotten...and at the same time i oso thnx all my frens...minns,nettes,kaii lun,wan xiin,bernice meii,chew ping jiie...thnx 4 bein ter 4 mi wen i m sad...realli lurve all of u alots...maybe tis is fate ba dat we hav 2 seperate...but we promised each other 2 study hard s0o tat i will be streamed into a gd class and his maths will improve...haix...i will rite till here lerrs...realli miss him alots...promise u i will wait 4 u de...evelyn meii lurve kee jin kor 4ever...