this magical feeling called love.

it makes a person less lonely, having a companion. however, it also makes the person hurt.
without it, someone may feel lonely. however, the person does not have to bear the hurt and emotional breakdowns when the relationship turns sour.

at the beginning of every budding relationship, it is sweet. couples are sweetly together, madly in love, willing to do anything for each other, even the silliest thing on earth. as long as they think that it is worth it for the other party. nothing is impossible for them. from courtship to being together, it is the biggest satisfaction in a relationship.

as time passes by, the relationship would face many obstacles, problems and difficulties. it may result in the ending up of the relationship, it may also result in a stronger relationship. as couples who truly love each other will be willing to overcome all these hurdles, 1 by 1. then, the relationship will be built on stronger foundation.

until 1 day, when any 1 of the couple feels tired, feels like backing out, that is when heartbreaks and tears come in. but when finally both have let go, there will still be a mark left.. cannot be erased. good or bad memories. it will remain there forever..

yada yada, i don't know why am i crapping about all these. my vocabulary sucks, my grammer sucks. haha.

i've asked them to hang in there for very long. since they wanted to show how strong they were. LOL

wen jie feels good to be squashed.

check out our mimiyans

yong liang the great.

AHHHHH!

on the top of the world

where is he?!

favourite poses

WE FINALLY MADE IT!

double shadows!

hairy legs i know.

yong liang says, i am the boss. xin yi says, who cares i just twist whenever i like!

pure candid

this is what happens on the first few attempts of self-timer shots.

it was perfectly fine at first..

then, wen jie's idea!

PHEW~! sigh a heave of relief. everything have finally come to an end. i've regained my freedom! YAY! haha. the old has gone, the new has come. the unknown future. i'll just take a step at a time. see what God has installed for me in the future.

alright! the main point is that. I FINALLY MET UP WITH THE CHURCH PEEPS YESTERDAY!!! haha. i'm really very very very happy to see all of them once again. although it was just a casual meet up, but we all still had fun and laughter. HAHA! eating, chatting, playing, sabotaging, camwhoring, etc. hmmmm, let's just let the pictures do the talking.

oh no! i've been spending quite a lot this week. have been going out for project meetings or with friends. ZZZ. account busted. no more spending. finally, the holidays are coming to an end. and that prevents myself from spending.

finally meeting up with michelle today! my mood? WULALA~ AHBIBI~! but wan xin is caught up with work last minute so she couldn't join us. =( we'll still hunt her down. and maybe drop by at her workplace to say hi.

probably the happiest girl on earth now! XD

i'm sad.. once again, i could not make it for the class gathering. what a disappointment. =( no transformers for me. alright, have been meeting up for project discussion these days. went out for a shopping spreeeeeeeeeee yesterday. haha. i guess i'm satisfied for NOW.

holidays are coming to an end soon,, am i ready? i guess so. oh no! there seems to be something wrong with milo's right eye. it shrunk. ok i think he must have red eye or some infection. he look really disturbed and irritated by it. if the problem persists, we gotta bring him to a vet!

i don't know what to type already. AHAHAHAH!

the magical story of the lil red pillow and lil red book. just like any fairytale, it ends with a happily ever after. a princess, a toad and a frog. oh my. that's bad. i mean a princess, a prince and an evil witch.

ok, my legs were aching mad last night all thanks to the cycling. and i didn't know that the air conditioner would aggravate it. =_= woke up at 5 plus in the morning. called ernest. he accompanied me on the phone till 6 plus until both our phones were about to die. but i am really grateful towards him. =)

was supposed to meet up for management assignment in town today. but calla couldn't make it. so changed the date. and then, bisri asked if i could work today. i took up the offer. haha. cashflow! $_$ well, i seriously don't mind working but i hope my legs will cooperate with me and be nice.

i would like to thank daisy for the lil red book. haha. it was really sweet~!

FINALLY! got my o level cert with my good brother, seng wee. haha. went back to school, after so long. it was empty. only teachers working in the staff room. and seng wee specially requested to visit mrs ong, and so we did. explored the school a little. saw the panel of many photographs which contains many fond memories. 4e4, 2008, my favourite class!

then, i suggested to go to imm for late lunch. went there, and couldn't find anything that we wanted to eat. =_= wasted trip lol. he suggested crystal jade at first and then, he suddenly had the urge to eat japanese food. and then, we went all the way to clementi to eat it. HAHA. spent a lot of time talking, talking, nothing but talking. thanks brother! for your advice and words of encouragement. i'll think it through very carefully. =) and all the time, he was trying to solve a maths question. while i was meddling with his touch.

but no matter what, i can't get the best from all. sw even came up with equations to help me. being a good person or a smart person. logical or emotional.

face the reality. the truth hurts.

sorry readers. i locked my blog because there was a problem with my layout. as you can see. my blog entries shifted to the right. and it looks quite dumb. initially my plan was to lock it and do the editing before opening it again. but i think i'll just let it be for now. don't laugh please. what happened was, while changing blog songs, i don't remember and don't know how it happened but my layout changed.

seems like every thing in my life now are undergoing changes. like, my newly renovated room? my new handphone? my new life in Christ? my new relationship status? what else?

aw man, my phone cannot be repaired anymore. warranty ended. it died. =( sad. no more reflective surface, no more mirror. no more front camera, no more camwhoring. no more slim phone, no more sliding. BUT! the good thing is, i'm going to get a new phone!!! sony ericsson or samsung. but no touch phones for me. too sensitive. i don't like. WOOHOO! i will choose a nice nice phone that i like love and love! who wants to change phone with me? HAHA!

someone once said that i am a weird person, and i think i'm starting to agree with it. when objects land on my hands, they will turn weird some day. i want to eat poiful jelly beanies!

alright, i didn't attend the full camp. cause something cropped up. only turned up for the help out yesterday. the kids are adorable and pure innocent.

if someone were to just sit beside me and strum some love songs from the guitar, how nice would that be...

holidays are here but i will be quite occupied that i had to turn down my job offer. short short holiday i call this. merely 2 weeks. my common test is such a letdown. i am so sure that i will not do well for them. gotta buck up. camp coming up next week from monday to thursday, and i still want to go shopping. sales and nice clothes are the keywords. and mummy suggested to go to malaysia on the last week of my holidays. no more free time for myself.

i still want to go to east coast park. i still want to go to marina bay. i still want to go to marina barrage. AW MAN! =(

i don't know what is wrong with me these days. have been feeling rather down and moody. i thought i was alright. haha, it's all wrong. it really takes a long time for every thing to settle down. time heals. i don't really know what am i thinking of already. it's out of my control. i feel like i'm in a dream and cannot be pull out of it.

sometimes, the more you commit into something, the more hurt will be inflicted on you. although you keep reminding yourself not to fall in too deep, it still happens. that is human's weakness..

i really don't know why am i typing all these. but this is how i feel. it's not about me being emotional or whatsoever, i'm just trying to vent it out.

if only, time could be forwarded. i guess this is like the post operation period, you only feel pain after the operation, not during it.

when you're prepared to gain possession of something, be prepared to lose it 1 day. cause nothing lasts forever.

i guess i am wrong.
sometimes in my dreams, i still hear your voice, nyny.
the emptiness i feel,,,

I HATE IT! >:(

woke up to delicious, healthy and nutritious breakfast on Tuesday! author of those burgers is none other than, MAMA CITA!! haha. believe me, it's SEDAP!!

as the days go by, lessons are being learnt and i told myself, not to get myself hurt and not to hurt the rest too.

MIEC MIEC ALL THE WAY, I LOVE YOU HERE I LOVE YOU THERE I LOVE YOU EVERYWAY!