I found this on Marilyn's lappy. LOL!

Bad, bad, bad.

Too heaty, too hot.

Initially I thought that I have a throat infection cause my throat hurts a lot and I had a fever last night.

But to my horror, I am suffering from throat inflammation. =_=

It feels really awful to be sick because I feel so weak.

And I cannot go to work this week because I took a leave on Tuesday to celebrate Daddy's birthday and then today I am sick.

So, the doctor's advice to me was to avoid spicy food at all costs and drink gallons of water if possible.

And I am now wondering if I can go for work this weekend. =_=

No more spicy food for me. =(
And I apologise if I have to whisper to you because I cannot strain my throat any further.

 The picture isn't very nice but I dipped my food into the chilli sauce which was already dipped with mayo and I created the effect unintentionally. ^^

So here are all her candid shots taken by Marilyn

And she had to take mine's too when I was savouring my Favourite chicky wing.

Thanks Li Wei for the nice souvenirs from Indo!

I just realised that there are many April babies around.

But I still love May babies. Or rather, I still love the 5th month of the year!

Ok so as promised, I treated Aunty Cita, Marilyn as well as Mavis to pizza. 

Walk walked around town and bugis before meeting my mum and my aunties.

Got myself a new bag highly recommended by my sister. And it looks like the design of my current small bag and even the colour is the same but just a bigger version. I'm feeling so-so about it. Shall take time to realise its beauty and start to develop feelings for it.

I'm feeling sooooo tired now. Not really done with tutorials yet but who cares. Sleep is of more importance to me.

Thanks Kelvin for guiding me on my tutorials and at the same time playing dota.

Good night!

Cause the world is like that, sometimes, you face with challenges, difficulties and even obstacles along the way, during your growing up process.

Then you realised that you can't solely depend on your mother anymore by crying out loud to her knowing that you're safe in her arms like how it used to be when we were much younger.

It is different already.

Now, all you hear is, You have grown up already, You ought to know how to handle things yourself.

And at times, when such bad things happen, and you'd really wish someone out there would hear your rantings or at least be there for you if you feel like crying, you realised that you're all out on your own.

When you feel really helpless and just for that moment, you don't know your way home, but what's remaining are strangers around you.

It is when you fall, and you get up on your feet yourself that you learn. Just like the Chinese saying.

It is a skill to learn how to manage your overwhelming emotions during situations like these and ensure that you don't commit stupid acts that is totally brainless but necessary at that point of time because your heart tells you to do so and you refuse to listen to what your brain has got to say.

Sometimes, when everything seems to be going against you in life, or there don't seem to be any positive signs at all, hold on to your faith. I strongly believe that God has his ways. Cause if he brings us to it, he will bring us through it.

Ok, I have finished my piece, sorry for this long chunk of essay, I just got inspired by some incidences that happen to me recently.

Fan spoilt, Handphone spoilt (and at the BEST timings too).

What else could be worst?

I can only hope that tomorrow will be a better day for me. =)

Gonna spend my weekends fruitfully with Kelvin.

Cause you don't know how many thousand times have I missed you already.

Would you be there?

If I were blue, would you be there for me,

And whisper in my ears that's ok.

Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,

And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,

And touch my lips with tender loving care,

Would you die for me, would you run with me,

And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?

Would you swear that your love is always true?

Would you say that you'll always be the one,

to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?

Would you swear that your love is always true?

Would you say that you'll always be the one,

to take my breath away?

Would you be there...

If I will wait, would you still think of me,

And wished that you could hold me now.

Would you die for me, would you run with me,

All the way...

Would you be there to love, to be with me?

Would you swear that your love is always true?

Would you say that you'll always be the one,

to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight?

Would you swear that your love is always true?

Would you say that you'll always be there,

To kiss my pain away?

Would you be there? 

For me..

A Thai Tomyam Myojo big bowl is absolutely good on a rainy day like this. But also challenging. My lips are sexy sausagey red now because of the spiciness of the tom yam. (Y)

And I think that it is really good to think before you speak because if you blabber some nonsense, it speaks a lot about your personality.

IS tomorrow. Hope it ends early so I can unload my lappy before reporting for work tomorrow. Anyway, I'll be taking Understanding Relationships together with like 5 of my other friends? As in the same class. YIPEE! No longer a loner anymore for IS classes.

Marilyn gave me the idea of making acrylic nails for my birthday. ??

PIPI!! I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO MY TUTORIALS! HOW?!?!

My 1 eye looks smaller than the other cause I applied liner on 1 of my eyes.

On a Monday morning...

Maybe it is not the right time yet..

So much for looking forward to a new hairstyle.

I kinda realised that curls/waves makes 1 look older. =(

Maybe I should postpone this plan till I am of an older age and be satisfied with what I have now.

I'm sorry Kelvin for being childish or feeling stupid sometimes.

Sometimes when I'm upset or helpless, all I do is, cry.

Thanks for bearing with me. =(

Lecture starts at 2 for me today. FIT.

Want to go to the gym with Marilyn when I return home from school later.

Somanythingstobesettled.

Somanywants. =S

Curl in or curl out?

 And she says if I do waves or curls to my hair, I'll need to dye it but I don't really like the idea of dyed hair. But if really necessary, I will opt for a darker colour, close to black?

TGIFriday last night!

I felt so lazy plus tired to work this week. Moody plus a wee bit sick.

Bought an insurance for myself yesterday together with Marilyn.

Mummy decided that we should consult Biao Yi, which is her cousin, to recommend a suitable product for us.

At least I'm more assured upon buying it cause she will be honest with us and recommend 1 that is most suitable for us.

Good investment for me I guess, better than using my money all up or put it in the bank to earn a low interest of 0.125%?

Thought of certain jobs which I may want to try in the future. Or rather keen in them?

Can give it a thought. =)

Definitely, I had wish to further my studies in a local uni before pursuing my career. 

Working hard towards it, really hope I can achieve my dreams 1 by 1.

Oh yea, and I have always wanted to do some changes to my current hairstyle and I have gave it some serious thought.

Went to the saloon on Thursday for hair treatment, my hair condition is rather bad.

Very dry and difficult to handle. As in can't really do any thing to it such as dye, curl, rebond etc.

So I was given some advice by the hairdresser.

She said that if I were to curl my hair, it will definitely require more maintenance and she cannot assure that I will like it after my curls are being done cause it really depend on individuals.

She added that if I were to dislike my curly hair, I can straighten it after a year or so, so as to reduce the damage on my spoilt-enough-hair.

However, it is definitely not advisable to rebond and then curl it cause the effect will not be as nice, or rather obvious.

Ok contemplation time, I am more than 50% ready to go for curls. 

Wish me good luck. =)

It feels great to be remembered on one's birthday!
And this birthday cake makes me feel so princessy if I were to get something like this.

Keep spamming!

Thought of this while bathing.

I'm so excited!

Although it's not so near but I keep thinking that my birthday is nearing!

Like MAY!

The 20th!

Time for a wishlist:

A new school bag,

Some photo frames to make collages,

New sandals!

Kelvin plays dota less and spend more time with me!
Celebration with my girlfriends! The most important.

More to come!

Haven't thought of many yet!

Really really wish that all these can come true.

Time to plan for my birthday week too. 

My schedule and stuff.

But I'm afraid, the worst thing that can happen is when I make myself too free and no one celebrates for me or dates me out. =(

That's the best already. =( =( =(

 

I think I'm turning into a workaholic soon.

Because I just accepted a job offer from Cassandra.

Will be working on the 1st and 2nd of May together with Sarah and Michelle this time round, because nanayeo does not want to work. =( Will definitely miss you. =(

At Suntec Convention Centre.

Selling pads. HAHA!

Feel free to visit and buy from us! 

Started downloading my lecture notes and tutorials this afternoon because Jason reminded me.

I am going to embark on my Year 2 Semester 1 school life. With FIT, FMGT, FP, FRP AND AAA.

Time to adjust back to the schooling lifestyle.

I'll eat up all the tomatoes for you! ^^

Animal cruelty can be either deliberate abuse or simply the failure to take care of an animal. Either way, and whether the animal is a pet, a farm animal, or wildlife, the victim can suffer terribly. Don’t despair, though—anyone can take steps against cruelty.

I don't understand why some inhumane people can bear to injure these small little animals which are so helpless yet can't voice out their sufferings.

Have watched some episodes of Animal Cops Phoenix on Animal Planet Channel.

And I really thought that these helpless victims should be given the proper treatment, love and care that they ought to have.

Would like to highlight this case where a few dogs were being starved for quite some time that they resorted to eating stones to keep their stomachs filled or at least feel full.

Can you imagine how it feels?

And eventually, when it was being sent to the society, they had to put her to sleep to lessen her sufferings because she was simply too weak for an operation.

And the worst thing was, when the personnel asked about the dogs' condition, she simply denied everything. Hypocrite.

How can these people be so heartless?

Milo is really fortunate though, he gets to walk around the house, not being locked up.

Gets a lot of good food, snacks from US dog bakery and treats.

Aunty always bring him down every morning to do his business.

He gets to sleep in a warm and comfortable bed.

He has got a whole collection of toys.

And most importantly, we dote on him!

Although he may get a little naughty at times, or bark too much, we still love him nevertheless.

Still feeling full from dinner.

 The weather now is so nice. Drizzling and it's cold at night. Gotta snuggle under my blanket when I sleep later. Too bad my pillow is too fat to be deemed comfortable. =( I was too greedy while picking pillows.

Had lunch at suki with Megumi which is another tick on my "want-to-do" checklist.

I realised I have been spending quite a lot on food but at least I get to fulfill somethings that I've always been wanting to do or some crazy cravings that I had.

Am I looking forward to the new school term?

Yes and No.

I'm feeling non chalent.

But it's also good that school is gonna start for me. 

Makes me busy at least. Hopefully not TOO busy.

So at least I can cope with my other commitments.

Feel like going to the gym tomorrow morning with Marilyn.

And yes, it's gonna snow.

I realised I haven't been updating this space on a frequent basis these days.

I'm so sorry orangey-tangerine. Cause I always blog based on my mood and the little happenings everyday. =(

Today was my first time leading the Worship & Praise in fellowship. My sister was assigned as the pianist, and it was ALSO her first time being a pianist for Worship & Praise. Really treasured this first opportunity. Although it was my first time, I did not feel very nervous. Instead, I felt that the way I led the whole thing was kind of stiff probably due to the fact that it was my first time. I have not familiarised with the procedure and stuff therefore making it seem very formatted and rigid. Hope to improve myself next time. =)

Had steamboat for dinner at home with my family. NICE! But now my stomach is starting to wreak havoc. Think I have been eating too much these days. =(

I really want to know who was the guy who protected me so much in my dreams. Really really. And I know it's true.

Attended Rachel's band concert at Esplanade yesterday with Kelvin, Megan, Marilyn, Jian Hui, Grandma and Megan's maternal side cousins.

Honestly speaking, I prefer the previous one which was held at St Andrew's Cathedral. Because I get to see Rachel's solo performance.

However, there were more pieces being performed last night and some were familiar ones.

The cheering for Rachel was mad last night. Cause Jian Hui got crazy.

He started shouting for Megan when Megan wasn't even performing. =_=

Making her so embarrassed and someone even shouted shut up from the back. LOL!

Too much la darling.

The rest of us were laughing our asses off.

I realised that I have invested quite a lot on concerts these recent months.

Attended 1 last night, going for 1 on the 22nd of May and interested in Elle's dance performance.

And I realised that they are all of different genres, from band to sing/dance and finally to dance.

But I am still contemplating between Momentum and Singapore Arts Festival for Elle's.

Which should I go for? And this time I'm asking  my sister to go with me because she came into my mind the moment I thought of suitable candidates to invite.

Since she likes dance performance so much, I'm sure she will be able to appreciate and enjoy this. =)

I wanna eat at Suki and Marche. Have been thinking so much about food this holidays. ^^
And thanks Marilyn for the nerds rope.

Every morning and every night before I sleep and when I wake up, my mind is filled with so many things to be accomplished everyday.

And 1 thing that does not fail to appear in my thoughts and which keeps me going everyday is you.

I always look forward to the next day that we can meet up and spend quality time together.

I don't know how we are going to cope with this relationship when the new school term starts for me, but I just want to let you know that, I'll try my best to make time for us and let you squeeze my chubby cheeks and laugh from it when you want to.

With love,

Sunflower.

My childhood memories.

With my best-est cousin, Tan Jian Hui.

Was revived today, when he recalled the incident because my sister took up a bottle of Skippy Peanut Butter and showed it to us.

I couldn't stop laughing my ass off just now when he told us about it.

During a usual stayover at my place one day, we were alone with no adults at home, and there comes our mischief.

Jian Hui was playing the computer in my current room. Then, either 1 of us got hungry and we decided to eat peanut butter? Since we were too young to whip something up and I think we couldn't find any snacks either.

So we took a spreader and started licking peanut butter off it.

Then, don't know which naughty kid suggested to paint the room with peanut butter. 

And so the three of us did.

And guess what?

We had to face the music together when Mummy and Daddy found out about it.

I can imagine the uniform expression on our faces during confession time. The act innocent plus the evil smirk look. LOL!

Booked tickets for my first ever concert with Kelvin! EXCITED! And it's on my birthday month! He booked the tickets cause I was quite blur about the whole thing and I did not want to risk myself of making a blunder.

Time to save up lots of $$ for my upcoming expenses!