It's so difficult to get myself to sit down and do my things properly these days. Really.
Ever since I regain my freedom after quitting my previous job, I've been wanting to either slack at home (watching tv, playing with milo, blogshopping etc.) or spend more time with my family and friends just by hanging out with them.
I mean it's not bad to have commitments in life but given my current state, it is really not easy to finish my tasks fully and responsibly I always feel like I've let down those who entrusted me with the tasks.
Without work, although I am more financially strained and have to think twice every time I make a purchase or organize a meetup with my friends, I really feel happier from the bottom of my heart.
At least now, I am able to talk to Pris NPY like last time, I'm able to meet up more often with my girlfriends especially my darling and celebrate each other's important day together, I'm able to catch up with my secondary school friends and hang out once in a while to laugh our asses off about old school jokes, I'm able to date Keith easily as and when we miss each other, I'm able to spend more time at home to share the chores together with daddy and mummy.
Then again, it all boils down to responsibility and priorities.
I will learn, and lights will guide me home.
