Credit Management = Loan Sharking

Treasury = Tragedy

Investment = Loss making situations

ARGHHHHHHH!

I

WANT

ALL

THESE

TO

END

ASAP!

Stress level reaching its maximum. YAY GONNA BE DONE WITH INVESTMENT PAPER TOMORROW! ^^

Repeat Steps 1-15 Daily.

1. Wake up

2. Get ready the notes for the day, study a bit

3. Breakfast

4. Do some household chores

5. Study

6. Prepare for lunch

7. Study

8. Nap a bit, only if time permits

9. Study

10. Mini tea break, can't do without it

11. Study

12. Prepare for dinner

13. Slack a bit, eat fruits, wash the dishes

14. Study (At the slowest rate ever, can't study at night)

14. Bath

15. Study

16. Brush teeth, sleep.

And I am craving for Chocolate Waffles from Block 19 downstairs once again.

Oh my goodness, feel like sleeping already, and I'm not done with 1 chapter of TR yet. =[

Studyyyyyyyy

 Was trying to pose with the twist sign. Sorry for all the act cute poses. =X

 Hi you can finally see my faint dimple. After I gek it out. HAHA!

 :B

Black rose hairband which I haven't find a chance to wear it yet.

And so, yesterday I went studying with Keith at Woodlands library. ^^

As usual, it was meant to be conducive, conducive for him at least since he finished quite a number of chapters.

While I only managed to finish 1 chapter of Investment and go through the CFAS paper. To realise that I have not finished all the chapters and still have 2 more chapters to go. YIPPEE! 

And then, as usual we were craving for our pastamania which we had the last time when we went there to study.

BUTTT! To our utter disappointment, CWP was under renovation and many shops were closed. =(

Super saddd. Our main motivation of studying is not there!

And so we were contemplating on where to go for dinner. Weeshan or CCK.

HAHA! And I guess I won cause I managed to persuade him to go to CCK with me.

Wasn't very sure if there is pastamania at Lot 1 but still went ahead with it cause we wouldn't mind eating at NYNY.

And then, before we step into the mall, we looked at the directory and realised that WOO! THERE'S PASTAMANIA!

It's just our craving really. Not that we find the food there super nice or anything.

Then, as hungry and desperate ever, we went there and food came quick. ^^

Anyway, I think I should really go back to studying. It's just a few more days and all these will enddd!

JIA YOU EVELYN LIE! YOU CAN DO IT!

And Keith talked to me about going overseas after intern during our 2 months break.

Like we really deserve it. After slogging our guts out for 6 months.

Obeying the 5-6 Ps. Like punctuality, pro-activeness, and what else ar? HAHA! Failllllllll~

Veli nice shot!

Short trips, let's hope that I will be able to go.

Ok will update this space real soon again. Short updates probably cause more time should be spent on bonds, derivatives, shares rather than food, shopping, my life. ^^

Psalms 84

Titus shared with me Psalms 84 after I told him what happened for the past week, the eventful one.

And I thought that it was really applicable to me, and what I have learnt from this chapter was that no matter how others see/judge you, how they have wronged you but justice isn't shown, as long as you know that your conscience is clear right before God and what you've done is in favour of Him, that's all that matters because 

¹⁰ Better is one day in your courts 

   than a thousand elsewhere; 

I would rather be a doorkeeper in the house of my God 

   than dwell in the tents of the wicked. 

After going through this, I really felt very much 安慰.

Then Weng Rong shared that he would pray and then make his steps because he knows that after he prays, every thing that is gonna happen after that is allowed by God and if its allowed, however it may be, he will find the light at the end of the tunnel. No matter how much difficulties, how long it is gonna take, He will be there for us.

Thanks Titus and also Weng Rong, for the encouragement. =)

I will learn to follow and walk in the footsteps of God and not walk away from him.

Because He is the only one.

Random picture btw. HAHA!

It is impossible to pretend that nothing has happened and live on with it.

Really, this thing has hit me real hard.

It feels like a breakup, but I think worse than that.

I'm starting to have doubts about my relationships with anyone.

Too naive? Too easy-going? 

With expectations, come disappointment.

When you try to take things your way, and treat someone nice, and then expect the person to treat you the same way as you do, it's almost impossible and usually disappointing.

Really, who else can I rely on 100%?

Is there a definite answer to this?

Tell me how does it feel like when you least expect certain thing to happen on you and yet it happened on you and you are still stupid enough to ask about it.

Tell me how does it feel like when your friends judge you based on your actions & attitude without giving a least bit of hint.

Tell me how does it feel like when 7-8 pairs of eyes were staring at you, waiting for you to defend/explain yourself while they judge you.

Tell me how does it feel like when you're helpless and struggling very hard to fight back your tears and bring out your point and no one, no one is there to help you.

Must have been a laughingstock, a target for gossiping. Ha, must have been pathetic.

Not holding any grudges, but I really can't just put this incident aside and forget all about it.

Takes time.

The Biggest Idiot of All Times.

So, I was the biggest fool of all times today.

Least expected, worst outcome.

I learn from my mistakes.

Learn to handle situation like an adult, in a matured way.

The world is realistic. You get what you deserve. 

At least, I know who my true friends are. Who truly understands, who doesn't.

But there's no one else to blame except for myself.

So, actually everyone is watching, yet I'm the last one to know that actually everyone is being judged this way. This cruel way..

Grow up, Evelyn, accept it, and time to study real hard.

I am shoooooooooooooo tired I think I can hibernate.

Nostalgia~

Black Eyed Peas - Don't phunk with my heart 

Franz Ferdinand - Take me out

While washing the dishes after dinner just now, Marilyn reminded me of our 2 hottest songs when we were teenagerssss! WOO STILL AS NICE AS EVER! Even better than last time when I hear it now.

Overrrrrrr!! ^^

Yipee ya yayyyyy! I'm done and over with my e-port presentation and I was the 3rd one. And I feel like partying rightaway I don't know why. I'm in class now and I just loot mavis' itouchyyy to use for a day. Revision lecture later followed by project meeting for cfas. Last project to go before studying full-time for the exams. I've learnt to forgive and forget to be a happier person, really. Someone once told me "Life is too short to bear grudges." A smile is definitely much better on the soul than pulling a long face. I was thinking, even if I were given more than 24 hours in life, will I be able to spend more quality time with everyone who is important in my life. Every moment in life is precious, live life like never before and make the best outta it. Fulfilling! Sorry for the whole chunk of text. I can't find a way to paragraph this. Have been feasting the past few days woahhh so nice but have to drink more water just in caseni get sick. Alright, I'll end off here. Happy Tuesday!