bestest girlfriends on earth!
AND HERE IS: michelle chew!!

once and forever!

presenting to you: HONEY ONG WAN XIN! (dear)

dazed...

i'm tired. i'm exhuasted. i'm drained out. i can't think anymore. i'm off to sleep. the weather ain't helping at all!

i'm a fellow bukit viewan. LOL!

constipated expression.

long time no see, i thought you mati. nonsense. haha. i'm doing a mas selamat project. to be exact, Community Engagement Project.

yesterday was interesting. left the school early for a valid reason but i felt like we were playing truancy. what matters is the process, who cares about the results. lol. positive mindset of joelong. had lots of fun together. joking around although those were silly jokes. but i felt the joy from the bottom of my heart. i think that's enough. haha. anyway, every time we are being sent for competitions, we only look forward to the food. that's what motivates us to participate. discussed about poly of jc, mdm lock was quite a good advisor. but everybody has a bias view. so no one's accurate. therefore, i have come to no conclusion after some pondering. have not introduced what competition did we participate in and stuffs. it's at sp, polymer superstar. we were supposed to sit in for a lecture which lasted for almost 2 hours. we felt super duperly restless. lessons after lessons, who won't? everybody were hungry, i felt average. so jojo started munching on those lozenges which tasted really weird. and it says "relieve for tickly throat and hoarseness" kinda broken english used here. we started giggling and ended with hysterical laughs cause every thing seems hilarious to us. ate at macs. the price of a meal there was so much more affordable as compared to the market price. however stocks of several items were limited. went home shortly, and had 2 hours of physics tuition which seems like forever. soaked myself in a warm bathe and snugged under my blanket to have a good night sleep.

hey people! i've got metals test tomorrow. followed by electromagnetic induction! we all have no life being secondary 4 students taking our 'O's this year. but it's only for this period of time. this morning had the appreciation of parents celebrations. it was really meaningful i thought, but i was not a very good mc. maybe not an experienced one. i stuttered and shivered. at first i thought it was no big deal, but when the audience were all seated right in front of me, there's when my fear came. the game was interesting. it was a kinda questioning game. to test how much you know about your parents or child. it was fun in a way.

after which, went to causeway with ernest to get presents. i'm really broke now. and i was really tempted to buy a full piece clothes. i left the mall feeling impartible( if this is the correct word). sooo many choices yet sooo little ideal ones. kinda hesitant on what to get. a big thank you to ernest who accompanied me so very patiently. but at least i got aunty cita's present already. still left with priscilla and elder sister's one. oh my. and i really have so much to say. but seriously and honestly, you're the only thing i need. and i sincerely apologised about something you know and i know, no one else knows. i'm really sorry. i felt so bad. =X and i will go with you to seoul garden for lunch one day. it's a promise.

specially dedicated to ongwanxin:

whatever it is, you always have me. take the past as a lesson learnt. never regret in life. instead, learn from mistakes. you always have a second chance. don't ever look down on yourself. =)

i found an interesting feature in my phone, my aunt just rebonded her hair, i feel so not motivated to do my work. my eyes are closing real soon. good night good bye!

all i want to say, a BIG THANK YOU TO:
ms ang
&
hua zhong. =)

Before i fall in love

[VERSE 1]My heart says we've got something real

Can I trust the way I feel

'Cause my heart's been fooled before

Am I just seeing what to see

Or is it true, could you really be

[CHORUS]Something to have and hold

With my heart and soulI need to know, before I fall in love

Someone who'll stay around

Through all my ups and downs

Please tell me now, before I fall in love

[VERSE 2]I'm at the point of on relum

So afraid of getting bumed

But I want to take a change

Please, give me a reason to believe

Say, that you're the one, that you'll always be

[CHORUS 2]It's been so hard for me to give my heart away

But I would give my everything ,

Just to hear you say (you're)

finally went shopping yesterday with none other than my DARLING michelle! haha. the itch has finally died down. bought a top and a casual tee. intended to buy more initially, but due to the timconstraint, we were only restricted to two pieces. neh mind. some other time maybe with wan xin and nette? nette was supposed to go out with us but at around 2 she was still meddling with her hamsters. and it was kinda late already. some other time maybe? she's gotta get some bangles. her all time favourite!

i don't feel like saying any thing anymore. BYE!

it's still kinda unbelievable. it's as though i was in my dreams, but it's the truth that my cousins are moving in to the same apartment, same block, but different level that i'm living in. normally such cases would happen only under 1 circumstance. and that is, when we go overseas and our hotel rooms are just located next to each other. but they are really moving in and will be staying here for 2 years as stated in the contract. this is to solve rachel's transportation problem as she has to wake up real early and take a super long bus from woodlands to upper bukit timah. i really admire her. if it was me, i think i'll break down sooner or later. haha. maybe next year's chinese new year celebrations will be at my house as grandma is moving over too. woah isn't that cool?

on the first day of o level orals, i saw a familiar face which made me totally speechless. and that's mdm goh. i've missed her so much. all her naggings, calling to parents, reminder to keep the classroom clean. it flashed past just like that. all i want to say is that, i really miss her. i was rather elated when i learnt the news of her being our examiner, but at the same time afraid. but i think my conversation part was a disappointment. my topic: prices are hiking these days, what are your views? i had so much to say, but my nervousness was overwhelming. my mind went blank for a moment. and i wasn't in the right mind to think of any thing sensible to say. and i didn't know how to translate some things into chinese. it's ok, it's over. just hope that i don't get too bad a grade. aww. =(

i'm beginning to love history lessons. mr nazar seems to enjoy teasing dhina and someone. lol. and suspecting that seng wee and wen yew were gays. actually we have completed the whole syllabus for history. but i gotta do more source based questions for history. and we have fun when learning history. learn all about the ugly and beautiful pasts. hitler, stalin, gorbachev are all important characters. i know this may sound nonsensical but how i wish that we have a timeline for all the past events. just like a formula sheet during the o level exams. then i won't have to waste so much of my brain juice remembering every thing. TATA!