happi new year!!

hmm...finalli can p0st my bl0g...damn...my dumb internet l0rs...ZZZ...mani tings 2 share wid everibuddi sia...wah seh...i n0w at jian hui darling hse usin c0m...while they r singin kar0ake...haha...darling damn funni sia...anih0w sing j0lin s0ngs...anw, thnx bernice meii 4 de disc...=) hmm...lets sae frm tis m0rning...hmm...tis m0rning didnt g0 2 church c0z my st0mach upset...ZZZ...wanted 2 g0 c0z it was graduati0n tingy...hmm...yea...den stayed at h0me d0 sum hw and t0ked 2 nettes on de f0ne...t0ked quite al0t...hmm...i realli miss her...anw...nettes take care arhs...dun get urself sick on de first dae of sch...haix...nxt yr diff class lerrs...and rmb w0t u pr0mise mi arhs gurl...or else i smack ur ass...XD kiddin lahs...hmm...den they all came back frm church...and they b0ught mil0's f0od...they b0ught big bite wen hes supp0sed 2 hav small bite...ZZZ...den mil0 dun wan eat...ZZZ...den we all tried 2 make him eat sia...haha...XD den my sis had pian0 less0n den i kept playin ball wid mil0...he damn funni sia...s0o greedi...!! wan 2 balls at de same time...den kept chasin ar0und lik sum small kids...hes realli damn cute...and i've decided 2 lurve him m0re and take better care of him...hmm...den dat dumb jian hui darling and jian l0ng kept speakin 2 mi in tamil sia...w0t de...neh mind...den ah chai uncle came wid ah ng0h yi and jian hui 2 fetch us 4 dinner at b0on lay...ate fried rice and h0kkien mee...hmm...den went 2 sembawang sh0ppin centre 2 sh0p 4 tings 2 parti and jay's album...but sadly ter isnt jay's album...hmm...den neh buy aniting g0 arcade play while den g0 lerrs...waited quite awhile 4 shuttle bus 2 sun plaza...hmm...den sat wid ah ng0h yi and t0ked quite al0t wid her...she everitime h0rs play play against mi de l0rs...ROAR...but i dun mind...lik dat better...XD wahaha...XD den went 2 find de album but damn exp s0o didnt buy...den g0 ntuc and we g0t v0dka c0z wanna try...i didnt drink at all...XD but bacardi was nicer...de peach wan...XD hmm...den drank s0ya bean and ate a ch0c ting at mr bean...DAMN nice sia!! den walked ar0und ter awhile and came back...den sang kara0ke wid them...LOL...XD hmm...g0nna c0unt d0wn and spray sn0w sia...hmm...


hmm...ytd oso went out de wh0le dae sia...hmm...went out wid ah si0ng q, my y0unger sis, rachel and megan...LOL...XD damn fun la...in de m0rning ah si0ng q came fetch us den we went 2 eat at de sim lim bhind ter...den walked past th0se ppl sellin their own stuffs...hmm...den went 2 eat rice...hmm...den went 2 mustafa walk ar0und...wah...den my sis g0 reb0nd her hair and my mum g0 make her nails...LOL...XD den my st0mach sudd veri pain...wah seh...den g0 t0ilet de t0ilet damn dirty and DISGUST sia...eww...de th0t of it makes mi feel damn disgusted sia...damn wet and smelli...den dat place lik de indians paradise sia...LOL...XD den ah si0ng q b0ught a water b0ttle 4 mi...thnx...=) hmm...den ah si0ng q br0ught us 2 changi area...den we went 2 eat c0z de megan c0mplained dat she damn hungry sia...den she ordered a fried rice and a s0up...LOL...XD her appetite damn big sia...but its g0od oso...haha...XD fatter will make her prettier and cuter...XD hmm...den we saw mani mani aer0planes...c0ol man...hmm...den dat megan c0mmented dat de fried rice sux!! ohh my...s0o straight 4ward sia...XD but neh mind..den played at de swing...child h0od mem0ries...LOL...XD hmm...den went 2 changi beach sat d0wn and bl0w wind...s0o c0ol...den went 2 fetch q mei den went 2 china t0wn awhile den went 2 ipub...LOL...XD again...c0z its ah h0ng's yi bird dae...den we went 2 sang s0ng...den kara0ke...wah...i tink i g0nna hav s0re thr0at lerrs...ZZZ...anih0w sang...den ah f0on yi they all t0ok quite a l0ng time 2 cum sia...hmm...den ah hui actualli burped int0 de mic...LOL...XD den ah min and ah yin sang jay ch0u's an jing...damn "nice" sia...LOL...den we went h0me lerrs...tis few daes kept g0in h0me late...2 m0re daes nid 2 g0 back 2 sch lerrs...ltr cant wake up sia...LOL...XD hu cares...heard dae nxt yr our f0rm tcher is ms sim sia...wah seh...hmm...its g0nna be a new year s0on...w0o!!


l0okin 4ward sia...hmm...new year g0t new g0als...mus studi harder...mus treat mil0 better...mus learn 2 understand ppl better...mus try my veri bestn0t 2 shu yuan frm nettes, xinn and minns...mus take g0od care of my sister...mus erm...be m0re dev0ted in christ...bring m0re ppl 2 christ...mus buck up in dance...and lastly mus tink twice b4 decidin on TINGS...hmm...dats all...HAPPI NEW YEAR!! =)

hey hey ppl...hmm...firstly i wanna sae sry 2 rj ,wk and ws...c0z actualli sae 2dae wanna g0 out watch m0vie de...but i'm s0o sry...c0z mi and celia veri sian dia0 s0o neh g0...ZZZ...jus back frm dance...hmm...quite tirin...but had fun...=) br0nte kept feedin all of us seaweeds...quite nice...ters tis special smell...maybe c0z its br0ught back by kitty frm k0rea...XD haha...


hmm...on 25th of dec...my famili, ah si0ng q's famili and jian hui darling went 2gether 2 east c0ast 2 cycle...but den h0rs...we reached ter quite late den it was ab0ut 2 rain s0o we decided n0t 2 cycle...XD instead we went 2 play water badmint0n...? haha...XD and jian hui darling was s0o sexy...lol...XD he f0lded up his pants until quite high sia...sexy legs!! weet...=X we played badmint0n at de sh0re...LOL...XD veri near de sea sia...kinda scary...but hu cares...! at least we had fun...=) hmm...den b4 dat we br0ught al0t of snacks and tidbits 2 eat...picnic huh?! haha...XD had p0tat0 wich tasted s0o great!! haha...and pringles and mani m0re...hmm...den sat ter t0kin and eatin...hmm...den we br0ught mil0 al0ng t0o...guess he had much fun t0o...? c0z he lurve g0in outta hse...XD even if we bring him d0wn 4 a str0ll he'll lurve it...den went back my hse 2 play awhile and dinner c0z it was rainin...actualli wanted 2 g0 airp0rt de but we br0ught mil0 al0ng s0o...yea...2 bad...neh mind lahs...1 4 all, all 4 1...=)


ytd went 2 rachel's hse...went ter 2 d0 hw...? did quite al0t...i'm pr0ud of myself...XD den as usual mavis and megan 247 maple maple maple...ohh my...i dunn0 w0ts s0o nice ab0ut de game...ok...neh mind...den d0 d0 awhile den lunch l0h...hmm...had fish and s0up oni...den we c0ntinued d0in...quite b0rin aft awhile den went d0wn wid rachel 2 buy bread 4 tea break...we oso b0ught swiss r0ll...it wasnt made pr0perly i tink...de skin of it dr0ps off easily...and megan lurves it...ohh my...den rachel t0ok out her speaker frm de c0m and c0nnect it wid my mp3 2 listen s0ngs...c0ol man...XD singin lik sum crazeee mad w0man...XD den slacked ar0und and s0on...it was dinner...quite nice sia!! den my mummi and daddi saed dat they wld cum quite late 2 fetch us...=( den mi and rachel sit on jia p0's bed t0k and blah blah...den we were s0o b0rin she smsed int0 933 2 dedicate s0ng 4 mi...LOL...XD damn funni la...neh mind...thnx rachel...=) lurve u t0o...den it was rainin de wh0le dae lahs...s0o b0rin...haha...XD played wid megan dumb dumb...den went h0me...den ZZZ...

its christmas!!

ppl!! its christmas lerrs!! de dae wen jesus is b0rn!! haha...XD hmm...ytd had al0t of fun...actualli i th0t i was g0nna hav a b0rin christmas but i'm s0o wr0ng!! LOL...XD hmm...i n0e dat bryan, qi heng, hua zh0ng br0ther and minns went 2 j0j0's hse...they all went 2 stay overnite xcept 4 minns...XD hmm...den i went 2 tis pub at bkt timah...XD s0o c0ol man...c0z i tink my aunties shared c0st 2 b0ok de wh0le pub ba...alth0ugh its a small pub but i tink its quite exp lerrs lahs...hmm...wah...wen we went ter it was oredi 11++...den everibuddi oredi damn high...den we sat at a c0rner...it was kinda b0red at first...c0z lik we s0o left out...den aft dat my sis and jian hui darling went 2 sit ar0und a table...they sat at th0se tall chairs...den rachel c0usin oso...den they drinkin beer...LOL...XD carlsberg...but it was kinda diluted...c0z al0t of ice...den they ate de snacks and drank de beer...XD den i g0 j0in them...den they all sm0kin den its air c0nditi0ned space den everibuddi reek of sm0ke and beer sia...hmm...den s0on it was time 2 c0untd0wn...den they distributed cans of sn0w spray...LOL...XD den they asked up n0t 2 start first but we dun care...den de zhang zhen k0r k0r kept sprayin us sia...den ah h0ng yi kenna sprayed al0t...den she used plastic bag 2 c0ver herself...LOL...XD den i rmb de last s0ng played is F.I.R de ni de wei xia0 den we started 2 sing al0ng t0o...LOL...XD den we left de pub...and i g0t quite a few smses frm all my frens...XD thnx peeps...=)


b4 dat ah ng0h yi, ah chai uncle and jian hui darling had steamb0at and h0t plate at our hse...wid us of c0z...!! it was s0o nice!! had a great dinner...yummi yum yum...den had sum barcardi frm my sis...it was peach wan...damn nice sia...!! haha...XD and h0rs...we played guitar her0 2!! its a PSYCHOBILLY FREAKOUT!! LOL...XD den dunn0 y mil0 s0o scared of ah chai uncle sia...he offered him apple wich is his fav0urite fruit and mil0 actualli dun wan!! =O and he jus ran away frm him...haha...den jian hui saes his father g0t de anti animal face...=_= hmm...BEAST AND THE HARLOT is nice!! i lurve it man...hmm...rite till here lerrs...g0in 2 east c0ast ltr wid ah si0ng and ah ng0h's famili!! haha...g0nna cycle man!! w0oh0o!! merri christmas peeps!!

i'm sry...

i'm sry...i n0e dat i cant d0 aniting 2 repay u or w0ts...jus h0pe dat u wun hate mi or be angry...alth0ugh u kept saein u're n0t but i n0e u r...i did n0t meant 2 end it but i tink dat it'll be unfair 2 u if i drag it on...i wun disturb u anim0re...i'll jus be ur ah ma...i've th0t it thru lerrs...u hav de rights 2 hate mi...s0o jus hate mi 4 all u wan if u tink dat it makes u feel better..? i dunn0...i'm tired...but i cant slp...i didnt mean 2 hurt u...h0nestly, i dun feel ani better either...maybe its best 2 4get mi...? s0o dat u'll get over it as s0on as p0ssible ba...thnx 4 bein ter 4 mi last time...u realli treated mi veri g0od...i'll neh 4get de times we had 2gether...de g0od mem0ries...let time heal everiting ba...? h0pe dat u will find a better gurl in future...and be happier widout mi...i can oni sae sry...


i'm n0t realli in a g0od m0od ba...? mani tings happened last nite...wan xin is depressed...i'm depressed t0o...? i dunn0...jus feel s0o bad and heartless...i hav n0 m0od 2 p0st lerrs...

rainy dae...

wah....outside its rainin cats and d0gs...LOL...XD aiya...end of yr is lik dat de...b0 bian...hmm...n0w at c0usins hse...jus n0w went 2 causewae...c0z i jus b0ught myself de dress 2 wear 2 ah qi jie jie's weddin...XD den went 2 sh0p 4 acces0ries wid lui cha...she b0ught a hair band and i b0ught nth...causewae is kinda sian sia...lik nth 2 buy wan...s0o we jus b0ught sum f0od l0rs...i tink i'll sh0p 4 acces0ries sum other time...=)


ytd was damn fun...went out wid famili and ng0h yi and jian hui darling...XD damn fun sia!! actualli c0z i haven b0ught cl0thes 2 de weddin den mi and jian hui darling wanna buy c0uple de but den veri diff 2 find and i b0ught my wan earlier den his...sry darling...=( he b0ught his wan at bugis and i b0ught mine at sumwer else...LOL...XD i lurve it man!! cant wait 2 wear it!! wahahaha...XD n0 lahs...and ah qi jie jie's weddin is on de first dae of sch wich is 3rd of jan...kinda fun...? LAME sia...den we went 2 orchard sh0pped ar0und...den mi and jian hui playin ar0und lahs...den ppl ar0und us kept luffin sia...wahahaha...XD den we jus c0ntinued playin...lik n0buddi's business...den we t0ok de mrt 2 clementi...


j0urney quite sh0rt c0z we kept playin ar0und...LOL...XD den reached clementi it was rainin...tinkin of wan xin dear...whether is she back an0ts...and shes BACK!! 2dae aftn0on...hehehe...=) s0o c0ol man...p0st till here lerrs...

haha...XD s0o l0ng neh bl0g lerrs...yea...and i'm back 2 bl0ggin...n0w at rachel hse...stayed o'er nite...ytd they came my hse 2 swim and play den 2dae i cum their hse 2 stay...c0z they makin vegetable kueh...LOL...XD dunn0 h0w 2 sae lahs...damn nice...!! i mus be de first wan 2 eat it!! YAY!! i'm kinda kiasu but hu cares!! =P stayin at their hse damn fun sia...haha...XD played wid rachel and megan...kinda dumb but fun!! ytd c0z i g0t psl meetin in de m0rning up 2 12 s0o i cant swim wid them...den de meetin ended earlier den we had 2 buy de materials 4 our games or sumting lik dat...but actualli we dun hav 2 buy aniting at all l0rs...den g0 ter 4 nth...=_=" den sum0re its quite earli den all de sh0ps ter haven open yets...ZZZ...den th0se b0is frm our grp s0o...err...nth 2 sae...everiting oso mus tink dirty de...LOL...XD kinda influenced by them...DAMN!!


den we went 2 de 4th flr...den they went up de escalat0r...den we dun wan g0 up
den wen they cum d0wn we g0 up again...LOL...XD den de security lik buey s0ng sia...at ter l0okin at us...o0ps...=X den we played ar0und and w0tever...s0o funni lahs...XD den we went 2 p0pular and f0und out dat we dun realli nid ani materials...sia lahs...waste time...den aft dat de b0is went...den mi and celia jiie met up wid autard and j0el 2 hav lunch...but i neh eat wid them c0z ters lunch at h0me...den went h0me and eat...played wid lui cha...XD den jia p0 wanna g0 beauty w0rld buy tings...den my mummi ask mi and lui cha f0ll0w her den we ok l0rs...XD quite fun lahs...den on de way h0me i learnt 2 speak hakka frm my jia p0 sia...damn diff!! sia lahs...den jia p0 kept saein i ma0 y0ng...means useless...c0z i'm a pure hakka but i dunn0 h0w 2 speak in it...c0z b0th my parents and hakka...ZZZ...oni n0e h0w 2 eat dunn0 h0w 2 make and sae...LOL...XD damn funni lahs...i sae until damn weird...den we kept luffin...even jia p0 luffed at mi...=X


ytd nite came here den played table tennis wid megan...LOL...XD s0o lame...c0z they hav de table at h0me...kinda dumb!! den played awhile den watch over de hedge...midnite m0vie...LOL...XD den everibuddi quite restless...s0o watched awhile den decided 2 c0ntinue de nxt dae...den lights out...went 2 slp...tis m0rning w0ke up quite earli...=) ate breakfast den fed de animals in their hse...LOL...XD fed de fishes, fr0g and t0rt0ise...LOL...XD damn funni sia...den tis m0rning rachel w0ke up de latest den megan switched on all de alarms cl0cks f0und 2 wake her up...LOL...XD s0o dumb lahs...dia0...=_= haha...XD she damn cute sia...k lahs...p0st till here lerrs...

z0o trip...XD

2dae w0ke up 9++ den went 2 bkt bat0k mrt 2 meet them 2 g0 2 z0o!! wah...i'm n0t de latest!! j0j0 was de latest!! kk...den i gave a suggesti0n 2 take 171 2 de z0o...n0t veri sure dat it wld reach z0o directly or w0ts...=X den we all alighted at a bus st0p at mandai ter den change 2 927 i tink...den went in...ohh my...bra and minns s0o lurvin...LOL...XD t0uch here and ter...n0 lahs...kiddin...ltr minns cum find mi and spank my ass...=X


de ppl hu went were mi, nettes, minns, j0j0, zh0ng yan br0ther, qi heng heng and brayan br0ther...=) sadly, hua zh0ng br0ther didnt g0...went in walked ar0und...de entrance fees damn exp sia...15 lehs...sum0re n0 grp package or sumting...sad...=( den everibuddi br0ke lerrs...den we t0ok quite mani pics...i'll ask nettes and minns 2 send mi s0o i can put on my bl0g...XD had quite al0t of fun...saw mani animals...as nettes requested...an un4gettable bird dae...XD we pr0mised her...guess she had al0t of fun...? YAY!!! GREAT!!! first st0p...we went 2 watch a p0lar bear sh0w...s0o c0ol man...they s0o cute!! jus lik j0j0...LOL...XD den nettes kept wantin 2 c penguins c0z of happi feet!! den zh0ng yan wan c k0m0d0 drag0ns!! den i wan c giant turtles...XD and m0o m0o!! haha...s0o fun!! den went 2 kfc 4 lunch...i can eat hard f0od lerrs!!! YAY!!! WOOHOO!! but mani tings stuck on my braces...kinda irritatin...den i cant bite ice den they wanna play ice fite...=( take advantage of de situati0n...ROAR!!! den went 2 de part wer g0t al0t of balls den u jump in will sink in de...we're n0t supp0sed 2 enter...but we still entered and play...at first was thr0win of balls at each other...den we dun care lers...den j0j0 went in first...LOL...XD den zy started thr0win ppl in...=_= AND HE THREW MI IN!! he and bra and heng jus carried mi widout mi n0ein den threw mi in...ZZZ...den played until veri sia0...den ters tis small cute b0i kept passin balls 2 nettes...LOL...XD he oso passed 2 mi...den they wanted 2 thr0w nettes in but cant...den 2nd time suceeded...den we buried her...LOL...XD mani ppl kenna pushed in...j0j0 veri diff 2 thr0w in...


den we went 2 de p0ol area...den we didnt g0 in xcept 4 nettes and zy...den they 2 g0t quite wet...LOL...XD den g0 wash up and everiting...den went sum places c animals...den went 2 de sh0p...g0t 1 secti0n is gl0w in de dark de...den g0t special lights...den will make tings in white shine...LOL...XD s0o c0ol...den walked ar0und...de tings ter DAMN exp sia...den we t0ok a bus all de way 2 cck...t0ked al0t wid nettes...set a few new g0als...w0rkin hard 2wards it...den we t0ok mrt frm cck 2 jur0ng east den back 2 bkt bat0k den t0ok bus...LOL...XD j0j0,heng heng, bra and minns s0o rich...still g0 catch a m0vie...LOL...XD anw...had al0t of un...1st time g0 z0o wid my frens...s0o c0ol...XD

3rd m0nth anniversary...=)

2dae is a special dae...its de 3rd m0nth of us bein 2gether...haha...been thru thick and thin 2gether...quarrels and fun 2gether...LOL...XD hmm...sum0re 2dae is a thursdae...LOL...XD s0o c0ol man...i n0e we wun be 2gether 4ever but jus h0pe dat we can last l0ng and everidae is happi 4 us l0rs...=)


2dae quite tired...c0z earli in de m0rning g0t dance practice...den wei wei la0 shi came...c0z she mus che0r0graph de dance 4 orientati0n...h0pe dat our dance will be a nice wan and attract m0re ppl...=) we r gettin m0re and m0re m0dern...n0t de old traditi0nal chinese dance lerrs...XD den all de tchers in charge pinned al0t of h0pes on us...haha...we wun disapp0int them de lahs...=) den 2dae stretched quite al0ts...den nettes oso g0t m0dern dance...=) s0o c0ol...everi dance grp g0t great pressure 2 perf0rm well on sec 1 orientati0n and syf...de m0st imp0rtant...elle jiie n0w in a dilema...dunn0 whether 2 g0 ballet or dance...c0z de 2 dances practice clashes 2gether...hmm...she oredi in ballet 10 yrs...den dance g0t cca p0ints...s0o veri diff 2 decide...sum0re its damn tired...haiXx...if i were her i oso dunn0 h0w...anw, w0tever her decisi0n h0pe she happi...=)


hmm...mum went 2 j0h0r 2 take a break wid my aunties...=) she realli nid a break or else she will g0 crazeeee...but it was quite last min s0o my y0unger sis cried...=( felt s0o bad...neh mind lahs...she'll be ok aft awhile...t0ked 2 nettes, minns and him on de f0ne quite l0ng 2dae...s0o fun...LOL...XD minns g0nna put braces lerrs w0rs...dat means an0ther pers0n!! w0oh0o!! c0ol man!! den we'll hav 1 m0re pers0n havin metal teeth...LOL...XD c0ol h0rs...?! we'll share de same pain...=X but i'm lucki i dun nid 2 xtract ani t0oth...XD k lahs...p0st till here...=)

heyy everibuddi...sry 4 n0t bl0ggin 4 quite sum time...c0z i'm kinda lik sian sian n0 m0od...hmm...g0t an ulcer...and sum0re wid braces it wld add on 2 de pain...its s0o c0ol man...and err...i'm DAMN happi c0z i finalli g0t my OWN f0ne...alth0ugh i'm usin back my old f0ne but at least i g0t my OWN f0ne...i g0t a new plan den my sis hav a new f0ne...w0oh0o!! its lik shuang xi ling men...=) thnx daddi and mummi!! hmm...


2dae went 2 church quite earli...c0z we r supp0sed 2 meet dian and rachel and g0 2 church 2gether...wah...quite happi...they r willin 2 accept GOD!! wahaha...den went 2 y0uth fell0wship...den tcher gave us de invitati0n cards 2 invite ppl 2 our church pr0gram wich is called sheng dan COOL fan tian...wahaha...at s'p0re bible c0llege...c0ol man!! den 2dae's pr0gram is geng la0 shi zu0 ge fren...den dat stupid abel kept luffin at mi 4 nth and makin stupid m0nkey faces at mi...dia0...=_= he lik g0t sumting against mi sia...humph!! den our grp oni g0t 4 pupils and mei cai la0 shi...s0o i suggested 2 j0in grp wid abel's grp s0o dat i can bulli him...=P c0z his class oni g0t 4 pupils...LOL...XD quite pathetic sia...den they suggested 2 g0 2 pasta mania...wah...nice man!! den saw de sec 4s ppl oso...LOL...XD west mall damn small...cant blame...den mi and mich shared a pizza...den i ate quite sl0w...c0z of de ulcer...LOL...XD den t0k t0k t0k...den aft dat dimissed...


we went 2 sh0p sh0p awhile...den g0 meet my sisters...LOL...XD den oso sh0p sh0p awhile den mus g0 lerrs...c0z she g0t pian0 tuiti0n...den i oso g0t A maths tuiti0n...den abit dun feel lik g0in c0z my sis wanna buy f0ne...den i wan g0 c c oso...den went h0me...slack ar0und den went 2 slp...haha...slept until ab0ut 4++ den w0ke up...den ate bread...my mum b0ught it 4 mi...=) den j0ey oso sms mi saein dat she oni g0in nxt yr...den i sae i acc0mpany her l0rs...wah sian...2dae my dad kept pickin on mi and sae mi sae mi...w0t de ... den kept helpin my sis...biased lahs...w0tever...kept hurtin mi...den sae sry lerrs still lik dats...w0tever...wah...sumtimes i oso veri ma0 dun l0rs...haix...sumtimes find dat my dad oso quite sad...haix...


den went 2 IMM c f0ne l0rs...c plans 4 mi t0o...c0mpare wid starhub, m1 and singtel...haha...at last i t0ok m1...den settle everiting lerrs we went h0me...IMM damn cr0wded sia...den faster rush h0me 4 dinner...aft dinner...they went d0wn 4 a walk wid mil0 but i didnt...c0z busi tellin others my new number...wahaha...den went 2 bath...den n0w bl0ggin...


haix...sumtimes quite ma0 dun...i dun even n0e whether i wan tis or dat...tis is dumb...