Sunday, January 30, 2011

On cloud 9 ^^

Teddy bear position! CUTEEE!
 Embracing the CFAS exam. My 1st time using post-its to classify my notes for easier studying.

 RETAIL THERAPY! Added bonus: Budget barbie.
 The CFAS game chips~ Iron on beads. Takes a lot of patience and precision when dealing with those lil beads.
 Labbit deco attached on the wall next to kitchen door.
 SUPER NICE GOODIES FOR CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
 It's a rainy day, wonder if you're coming home anytime soon..
 The main decoration.
An annual tradition. Expensive yet "necessary". And it's not that I don't appreciate it but the texture isn't that nice. It's chewy but toooo hard to chew and swallow them. Must have the skill to slice them into super thin slices to be added onto "Yu sheng".

I'M FINALLY WELLL!!
Fully recover, and in action again. HEHE!
Retail therapy + Catching up session with BFF yesterday in town.
Went to flea @ Scape and FEP.
WOOOO~ The crowd was crazy but necessary for the festive atmosphere.
Bought 2 tops, 1 bottom. 2 dresses and a pair of blue earrings. I could have gotten more if I were less indecisive. But anyway, to sum it up, I've really enjoyed myself and I was really happy to be able to meet up with Michelle again, talk like no tomorrow and shop togetherrrrr!
I was so tempted to get a pair of heels as well to go with my dress for 初一, however I was more interested in shopping for clothes which greatly shortened my time of shopping for shoes.
And we met up in the evening. Which was after my hair treatment at Burlington with mummy.
Still, I didn't get my hair dyed. And I realise my hair gets so dry after drying it with a hairdryer. =X
However, it just smells so niceee after the wash, steam and blow. And definitely much more natural now as compared to the past 2 weeks. HAPPY HAPPY!
And all ready to go 拜年!
Mummy says we'll go 拜年 only on 初一 and then go for an outing on 初二, and movies on 初三.
Definitely something to look forward to next week!

After which, examsssssss!
And as the saying goes, "If you fail to plan, you plan to fail."
And I would say that I am someone who prefers to be more organised (because I can only do things well this way) and this fact is proven because I can't do without a planner every year.
I've written down my plans on how to study and the schedule for studying already. WOOT WOOT! Feeling good about it. I'm really determined to work hard for this final exams. =)

Let's talk about kids now.
I really enjoy working in Kumon cause it gives me opportunities to interact with students and spur them on to learn the independent way.
And it's really good if you enjoy working because you won't feel that you are working just for the sake of the pay but it's more of what you like to do.
And I've been observing how brothers and sisters behave in class. 
I think the best award goes to the Loo brother & sister.
They enjoy bickering and teasing each other. Although sometimes the word that comes out from Qiao Feng's mouth is nasty, he actually meant well. And can you believe it? He nags at his sister. =XX
And it's quite funny to see how the both of them communicate.
And today, during Sunday School, as usual, Wei En has the tendency to want to stick to a teacher.
And I will always try my best to be there for her.
So today, after class, she requested me to carry+huggy her.
And so I did. Then, I tried my best to make her feel comfortable, rocked a little bit from side to side, and soon her eyes were closed. She fell asleep after adjusting her head on my shoulder. For that moment, I really meltsxzzzz. This feeling is indescribable and so far, from what I know, Keith is able to feel the same way about such occurrences as well. =']

Going on intern real soon.
Moving house again soon. Settling down this time.
And I believe that no matter what happens, dear God you will be with me through it all.

If I were to write an essay now, I'll dedicate it to you.

Saturday, January 29, 2011

Workaholic.

And I wanna achieve this colour again!

Hi. I'm a workaholic cause I've been working for 2 days consecutively and will be working tomorrow morning as well.
Feeling a bit of K-deficit already. I'd really wish to have you with me right now.

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Keep holding on..


Why must everything fall apart at this juncture when I don't even have the strength to fight?
When I can't even get well enough to start doing work.
Tears, they are only a way of expression.
I really wish I could do more for everyone and be a pillar of strength rather than an obstacle block.
I must be strong, I want to be.
But just now, even as I look into Milo's beady eyes, I could feel tears collecting at the brim of my eyes.
If only, I've studied more, read more into psychology, then I would be able to help Dad, lessen Mummy's burden & stress, lighten everyone else' burden.
I would really do anything I can, within my abilities to help this situation.

Daddy, where are you, I really want to find back the old you, the one who would brave me through all the scariest water rides even as I'm screaming with fear when I was still a small kid.
The one who would give me a big hug whenever something bad or good happens.
The one who would take care of me whenever I am sick and prescribe me with all sorts of medicines so as to ensure I get well.
The one who I can confide in whenever someone "bullies" me.
The one who feels proud of his daughter for her achievements.
The head of the house.
Daddy, I really miss you..

Dear Mummy, you've really been very strong and is still very strong be it mentally or physically.
I really hope that the 3 of us can at least do something, even the slightest thing for you, be there for you.
I really feel very helpless when I see you already hanging on a thread and yet I'm still a patient who needs to be taken care of.

I keep telling myself that I have to study very hard now, and be able to earn money to take care of my parents in future as they grow older. So that they can relax and do whatever they like, be it farming or just leading a simple lifestyle.
It is only right to do so and I'd really want to fulfill their desired retirement lifestyle. 

Health is wealth..

Monday, January 24, 2011

If only..

If only, I can get well now and return to my original state of health.
If only, I have a clue on how to approach our TR project.
If only, you would stop talking on the phone every day which is such an annoyance.
If only, my immunity system is better to fight against this.

ARGH! GET AWAY FROM ME STUPID ILLNESS! 
DON'T STOP ME FROM DOING THINGS THAT I WANT TO DOOOO! >=(

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Happy New Year??

HUH?

Good evening, Evelyn just finished her early dinner together with her relatives and aunt.
Managed to take a not-so-short-and-not-so-long nap just now but I feel as though I barely had any sleep.
Sleep is so important to me now, I cannot do without it. But I cannot afford the time to take afternoon naps. =(

Anyway, CNY is coming up real soon!
I wanna buy new clothes, I wanna get something done to my hair colour, I wanna get my brows done.
Is there more?

Have yet to receive the call from DBS, but till now, no news no picture.
Waiting....






 Notice char's expressions? HAHA LOVEEE!

Different Perspectives.

Things get very different, when you view it from different points of view.
Instead of complaining how much time is taken away from work, why not say that the time not spent on working can be better treasured and spent for my other commitments?
Instead of concluding a person is stupid, why not think of the opportunities to teach him/her from scratch and make them a better educated person?
Instead of saying that a glass of water is half empty, why not see it as half filled?
I am so tired right now I gotta go to bed already.

Impromptu speech topic for the day:
28. Political: Are Singaporeans ready for a non-Chinese Prime Minister or female Prime Minister?
1st reaction: OH SHIET! So lucky?!?!
2nd reaction: Charmaine HOW?!?!
3rd reaction: Search google: Are Singaporeans ready for a non-Chinese Prime Minister or female Prime Minister?
4th reaction: Walked up to the centre of the class, 3 minutes of fame starts and there I went blabbering non stop about the racial issues, forgetting to talk about Obama and much less about the gender issue.
5th reaction: BYEBYE!

Sunday, January 16, 2011

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Nescafe Gold. 3-in-1.


I bathed for Milo today. As usual, he was so reluctant he was struggling to get out most of the time.
But still, I feel happy that I've done something for the family. =)
Did most of my tutorials. And I mean those that are do-able. The rest, just skip first.
What's more important now are projects that have to be worked on. Tomorrow's gonna be a long school day while today is a non-school day. Staying back after school to figure out the financial ratios together. Char mee my love! 
Sipping a cup of Nescafe Gold 3-in-1 is such a pleasure. ^^
Life's simplest pleasure, Mr Bean!


And yes, I've thought it through, and have decided to get together with Keith officially after liking each other for around 6 months.
Thanks for the mini "proposal", sorry for the initial disappointment, once again, it is a leap of faith.
Not gonna hesitate too much, not gonna miss this opportunity, gonna make good use of it and treasure every present moment together.
And I finally know how much I mean to you in your life.
I Love You. Heehee. =)

Sunday, January 09, 2011

Name them 1 by 1

SEXY BLUEEE~! I really like this shade of blue. So special and it looks even better in real life! Most importantly, it makes my legs look fairer.
SUPER CUTE RIGHT?? It makes me smile the moment I see it. But my smile can't be compared to hers. Since hers is sooo wide! And I decided to put it by my window side to make it glow in the sunlight and look even more cheerful! ^^
A thin folder with plenty of cute cat faces! A gift from Mr Yang. So cute as well I think I'll smile when I look at these faces. Especially the one in the middle.
A small lil sweet gift from my group leader, Jia Xin. Complimented with a bible verse as well as a small note for us individually. Love the self-made keychain especially! ^^
Back to simplicity. Sick of sophisticatedly designed nails. =S Glad that all those gel on top are removed! 

All the little reasons that make me happy today!

Daddy and mummy's 爱心 beef broth smells so good I can't wait to eat it for dinner! YUM YUM! Spam the dark sweet sauce and the HOTTEST chilli! WOOT WOOT~!

OH CRAP! And I realise I haven't print my notes for next week's lecture yet! =X

Saw Pris NPY at Bkt Batok. Caught up with each other for quite a bit. And I really miss hanging out with her too. =(

Mrs Choo confirmed with Char and I that we are posted to DBS. Branch still not known yet but really hope that we wouldn't be posted to the one at Changi. Otherwise, I think we will build tents at ECP and stay there to save up on our transportation time and costs. HAHA!

Queued up for Koi at Chinatown before taking long bus ride homeeee with 大姐!

Ok I think I'm done here! CNY coming up! Do I have to get new clothes??

Told 大姐 that I feel like dying my hair when it grows longer! Maybe soon! YAY EXCITEDDD!


Saturday, January 08, 2011

Can somebody explain to me what is,
L.O.V.E w/o S.E.X?

Mental stress building up, how I wish I had some happy pills.

Recurring nightmare for the past 2 nights, will you stop?

Am I going back to square 1? No please, no.



Thursday, January 06, 2011

End of the week soon, and so is my energy level.

Do you love cats?

Hi Orangey-tangerine, do you have any idea how tired your blog owner is??
I guess so right? Since I haven't been interacting with you!
I am so sorry!!

Anyway, I&E event selling of muffins was a great success!!
Everything was sold out! Even the 2nd batch!
THANKS ALL FOR YOUR SUPPORT!
Janice, Darren, Keith MHD, Ernest, Gavin, Wei Liang, Jeremy, Ding Yao, Rosanne, Yao Cong, Winnie, Marilyn DA JIE, Nicola, Jason, Liwei, Ivan etc.
Oh my goodness I'd really wish to write down all those who have supported us but I am simply too tired to recall all! I'm so sorry peeps!
Please let me know if I miss out yours ok? But I'm sure there are many more on the list! ^^

Buttercup muffins are real niceee~!
My fave is cheese almond!
Avocado with oreo bits is also FABULOUS!!

I'm so tired I feel like I'm gonna faint again.
Giddy from time to time.
Eyes closing...

Saturday, January 01, 2011

如果你不想要看到我,
我也会把自己在你的视线里当做不存在的。。。