I realised that regular exercising does help to ease or reduce menstrual cramps.

Proven twice. Haha. 

But for me, I'm not consistent but went to exercise on a day before my actual period came and it really did help.

Apart from the discomfort, the cramps like disappeared? And I was definitely happier than ever!

Do try, it works. ^^

Went to the arcade with Marilyn this afternoon after lunch at my workplace which is like 10mj?

My workplace is supper deserted. And it was mummy who suggested to eat at the food court there.

But well I didn't mind cause I normally skip my meals when I'm at work. Like rarely have the time and I usually go home for dinner.

I'm so glad because there is no work for me this week due to 5th week closure. So I can spend time on things that I would like to do.

The trip to arcade today was fulfilling cause we get to play what we wanted to. When's the next time, sis? =)

Shall restrict myself to spend $$ on necessaries and not wants so that I will at least have some savings every month to be used for bigger, distant plans and more important stuff. 

Headed home aftermath and went to the gym with Marilyn once again.

Haha, really enjoy the accompaniment of a sister. Teaches me not to take things for granted easily just because they seem to be always there for you because 1 day if you lose it, you may feel very awful and lost.

Time to turn in. Gotta wake up early tomorrow morning to pick my 2 IS courses. Took a video with Milo as the main star just now. Shall post it up soon. Good night!

 Suddenly,

I feel like dancing so much.

I feel like standing on the stage and get my dance moves right, dance with the rhythm, and do it expressively with the music.

Sunday School. 

My kids are really good boys and girls today. 

Anyway, so sorry to en hui because I caused her to fall and eventually tripped on her. Like kinda fell together. Then I immediately asked her "Tell me where's painful, I sayang you." She pointed to her elbow and said painful painful. I felt a bit painful on my elbow too but I just didn't bother at that time. Like she's more important than anything else at that moment.

And she did funny faces at me today. Like who taught her that? But she looks really cute la.

I think I am destined to deal with naughty and cheeky boys.

Samuel was much better and obedient today. Although he still treats me as his armchair and laze around.

But he is less stubborn today. The funniest thing that happened today is that, Andrew and Samuel got jealous over me. As in my attention given to them. They eventually got angry with each other. And I had to be the peacemaker. LOL.

Maybe going for a movie with class peeps tomorrow. But I am really broke now.

Anyway, saw my cousin performing last night in town. Band performance with someone singing. Jazz style. Good. (Y)

 The happiest day of my life!

Even if I may get banned from going out late, or even if I'm penniless now.

It feels so warm and nice to be in your embrace once again.

No matter how much it takes just to be with you and spend time with you, I am willing to.

Thumbs up!

YAY! THANK GOD I AM IN TF05!! Hehehe. ^^

Initially, we wanted 06 but it was like the class with the best timetable so we decided not to take the risk.

Then we concluded that we shall take another alternative which has early dismissal on Fridays.

Jasper said 08 but there will not be a proper break on Wednesdays.

Then while browsing through the timetables, I thought that 05 was better than 08 so we all made the final decision of choosing 05. =)

The system was super lagged at around 11:50-12 just now. Making all of us so panicky!

Conclusion: I don't like choosing or rather grabbing timetables. Where fastest fingers go first.

Should be working tomorrow on a non-Kumon day as it is not as tiring without any students there. No mental stress. Anyway, I have nothing on tomorrow and since I can afford the time to earn more $$, why not right? Haha. Anyway, today was quite a busy day as my role was swapped from marking to guiding then to marking and lastly to guiding again. I took a minimum of 2 students per guiding session. BAH!

Anyway, I have to save up $$ for quite a few things too. Am not sure when I'm getting my pay yet. 

I am so lazy to type anything else. Good night.

 A senior once told me that:

" By exploring and discovering new things, you may get to find your passion or ambition along the way."

On a positive note, Mummy can be discharged today. I'm going for a cycling/blade plus dinner outting at ecp with the triple Js and double Es later in the afternoon. I am planning to go to the library on a day before work to enrich myself with the interaction of kids and some business books probably. I went for ice cream waffles on Saturday! I brushed/combed Milo's fur. But he never fails to mess it up the next moment. Cause he starts squirming and doing all sorts of weird actions which makes him look like he's doing some lion dance. Cute boy! Cooking spaghetti for the day!

 Cause nothing's going right,
And everything's a mess.

 Gross pose, suggested by my sister.

 Sorry, gotta tilt your heads to see these.

 I like my shoes and socks. =)

I wanted to take a self timer shot but...

Taken by my stupid sister. =_=

Results coming out in 2 days time. =(

Scared, bad feeling.

Tell me it isn't real.

These few days have been spent fruitfully with cousins and sisters. =)

Went for jogging in the evenings on Monday as well as today.

Met up with Kelvin on Sunday to collect my top, then accompanied him to the bowling centre nearby his house where they played a family match. Happy just by spending time together. Although I was invited for a game, but I was really inconfident of bowling so I rejected the offer. I know I must have been a spoilsport. So sorry. =( 

Then I was so tempted to try it out so I suggested that our family, together with my uncle's to the poly guild house for bowling session. DAMN FUN SERIOUSLY! LAUGHED MY ASS OFF. And we practically owned the whole place until like closing. And just when we reach, I asked them to guess who will be the biggest "winner" for the night. My first guess was Mummy. But to my surprise, she got the highest score. =_= Impressive. And they played fast games. Unlike us, keep dragging. Mavis came later, after her rehearsal at UCC. She's preparing for her SYF. WOO!

Went for supper at Ah Mei Kaya Toast aftermath. 

Accompanied Rachel to sing k today. Kbox promotion, $8nett per person. Provided that we are members and hold the student card. Honestly, I still prefer singing at Party World.

super act cute poses. =_=

These are the good memories that I want to keep with myself.

Time has stopped at that moment. That's all I want to remember.

Allowing someone else to enter into this place. 

I'm contented.

Thanks Kelpi for walking this difficult route with me. =)

Just wake up from a nap right after my late lunch feeling like a zombie.
Finally! Completed my training week, all thanks to mentor. And also other helpful colleagues who clarify my doubts when I'm totally clueless like a chichibird.
Ok, reflection time. So far, working at Kumon has been quite ok, except the fact that I will have irregular meal times cause we hardly have any time for a meal during work.
Mentor was really nice to me.
Come to think of it, I am really lucky because I was employed the day after I went for an interview. =)
Enjoy guiding more than marking. More interaction, less straining. Kids are just so innocent.

I want to buy a new school bag, a small bag and t-shirts.

Was quite affected by the Jack Neo's scandal case.
I think that the one who gets hurt most was his family, instead of the mistress (es).
But the main actor, director and scriptwriter of this whole serial is none other than Jack Neo himself.
He caused everything.
I am aware of the fact that he is also a normal human being and male with needs.
But I thought that his way of dealing with things should be done with more maturity.
Allowing his wife to suffer the humiliation and facing the media when she didn't even have the courage to was totally unnecessary.
She was hurt enough by the fact that her husband cheats on her and yet tried to keep it low profile so as to avoid problems and what he did was bring her to the interview session. Totally dramatic and unnecessary.
Plus she still has her 4 children to take care of, can imagine what they will think of their father and how others will tease and look down on them.
Just think that he owe them a big big BIG time.
And really hope that those mistresses won't come out again to make matters worse for everybody.
I think it's more than enough.

The bottomline is, females just have to bear with all these if their husbands are unfaithful and there's little they can do.
I believe that no one can accept the fact that their husbands cheat on them. But for the sake of the family, what can they do but to accept the hard fact.
Best solution: Be a career woman so you'll be freaking rich and you can spend it on yourself as well as your loved ones like my promise to bring daddy & mummy to Europe. Early retirement and then do what you like.
Because I don't think I'll be able to deal with my husband's infidelity.

Evelyn is definitely more than happy enough to see Kelvin. =)

 Awesome shopping day today. 

A rather crazy one I thought, cause we just buy like there's no tomorrow, not even caring about the time nor our growling tummies. Got ourselves broke before returning home for dinner. But I am really happy. I got a total of 3 tops, 2 pairs of shoes and almost got a few dresses and a bag. =X But since I couldn't decide on them, so I just gave up. Really enjoyed my shopping experience today due to the good service received by the sales girls. Friendly and truthful. 

Shopping today, working tomorrow. 4-9+ but I assume that I will only end work at 10. And there's no dinner time. =( means that I will have to eat a heavy tea break before I report for work. Feel like eating kaya toast or roti prata all of a sudden.

Time to prepare for my 领诗！

Oh no I feel so damn bad because until now, I have never attended any of the baoc preparation meetings. Still hesitating whether to go for it cause I won't be able to make it on the second day of baoc. Have got cousin's limelight performance to attend to. Maybe I should just give it up? Together with the fun and cca points.

Tired tired! Tidur Tidur!

I am a good girl today because I wore my spectacles out. As commented by mummy. -O-O-

First day of working at Kumon was erm.. fun? Despite the fact that I have to do hardcore marking until the class starts to empty and the kids saying goodbye to you.
Looking at them with the "it's Saturday morning, I'm supposed to be sleeping at home" kinda facial expression clearly explains why they have so many recorrections to be done.

This reminds me that I'll be interacting with kids on both Saturday and Sunday. LOL! Hello kids! ^^

And when June reaches, I'll be doing the story telling session once per month on odd months. And mummy will be busy helping out with the props, drawing, colouring etc. The backstage crew rather. Thanks mummy for the support.

Pipi will be going for attachment next week already. And his working hours are like normal office hours which puts me off immediately. =( Hope that we will be able spend any remaining time squeezed out of his business schedule together and I'll be contented. 

Tired for the day!

Let's go overseas together someday!
Because I've learnt.

I'm really sorry honey. I guess I really kind of neglected you. Sometimes I don't know myself too. I guess I am beginning to take you for granted. I suddenly felt so afraid, so afraid of not being able to see you anymore and even not able to spend time with you. I regretted not spending more time with you. I thought our relationship was just going down the drain like that. I will continue to cherish you no matter what and not taking you for granted. The invisible tear marks might not be visible but I will always and continue to love you for as long as possible. I love you. =) we were meant to be supposed to be but we lost it. Good times last forever, I will keep my heart with yours. =) Honey I know how you feel, you're already sacrificing a lot of your time and now we won't be able to contact each other as much. I really love you a lot. Although I wasn't really keen on this cooling down thing, I still went ahead with it cause I know if I don't, you would be in a spot. After you told me about the cooling thing, I suddenly miss you a lot and wanted to give you a big hug on the spot and it happened to be raining heavily. I felt kinda sad and started thinking of all the good times we had and kinda cried. Haha, kinda dumb but neh mind as long as I know we would be able to pull through this together. Normally, I would ask myself whether you still love me but now it's redundant. I know that even if you were to leave me now, the happiest memories would be stored in my heart. Normally,  I would ask myself whether you still love me, but now it's redundant. I know that even if you were to leave me now, the happiest memories would be stored in my heart. things have changed, so have you. sorry but you no longer seem to be the person that I use to know, or maybe these problems have already been obvious between us but not aggravated in the past. no matter who she is in the future, wish you all the best. can't deny the fact that we were the most compatible, but also the most difficult to maintain. I can't wait to see you smile. Wouldn't miss it for the world. Cheer up! Sorry honey for the misunderstanding last night. I really didn't mean that. Of course we can be together forever! I'm willing to! But must see *****n want anot. But seeing how fragile you were, crying so badly over what I said made me more conscious of what I was doing. I guess I made another blunder. I know in your mind you must be thinking if it would happen. But I can tell you that no one can and will replace you in my heart. I simply love you too much to leave you right now. I'm sure you think the same way. You are like a crystal ball balancing at the edge of a table, one little push and you would break into pieces.So that is why I'm not going to let you come into any harm. I can see that you really love me a lot by crying over minor things. I cannot afford to let you go through any more hardship, I guess I love you a lot too. Was I too sensitive last time or was I just hurt?

Amnesia: Loss of a large block of interrelated memories; complete or partial loss of memory caused by brain injury, shock, etc.

So I am being the idiot after so long. Thanks.

My first time taking boyfriend's car. And it was only me and him. Without an experienced driver sitting beside him.

Weren't I afraid? Honestly, a wee bit. Plus it was raining heavily just now. But he was quite steady just now. ^^ He drove his sister home before driving me home. 

I skipped my lunch cause mummy bought us brunch as she was nagging at us, saying that we sleep like there's no tomorrow.

But I have been looking for jobs desperately! Not like I'm totally not doing anything at all!

I'm pinning all my hopes on you so you'd better not disappoint me!! 

Oh yea! Saw my BFF yesterday at JP. So long. It was the first time that I see her with her new haircut. And she's so gonna kill me. Then, went to IMM for John's birthday dinner. Reached home super late and made my parents worry too. Because I walked to the 176 bus stop to take bus home. =X

cause it's either you don't give a damn or you don't care at all.