went to work and then to town with parents. did a lil grocery shopping at takashimaya while waiting for mummy to finish doing her facial. and to my astonishment, saw some of my primary school friends. sigh. can't describe how i felt then. but i knew it was bad, something negative. i didn't feel good. looking at the many gatherings they had.. i really feel that it was a pity to have lost in touch with them. but it wasn't what i wanted then. it wasn't a choice to be made. what can i do?

alright. i'm not really in the mood today. the only word that comes into my mind now is melancholy. i'm so in the mood for all the sad songs in my orangey pood.

i have always felt that the adults world is scary, with lots of never ending nightmares. the many troubles and unsettled problems that my parents face everyday. i can't help but feel sorry for them. for a moment, i just hope that i have the courage to stand up for them and confront all those bad people also known as troublemakers. not helping at all. i finally see your true colours. as teenagers, all we get is backstabbing and betrayal. the different faces of a person. but as we grow up, we'll face more difficult problems. but! God will lead the way.

the only thing that perks me up now is the menu for tomorrow's breakfast! AMERICAN BREAKFAST!! guess i'll be waking up early to help with the preparation of that. hehehe^^

-the end