Tuesday, September 27, 2011

I just can't give a damn anymore, I'm tired.

Cranberry joy, Aqua Lily, Strawberry,
they're all from The Body Shop.
Seems like I'm some body shop fan but the similarity of origin of these products are all just a coincidence.
I really love the smell of the Aqua Lily one and was looking for a moisturiser so I just got it! And it comes in a set (of moisturiser, body soap and perfume). Got this from HK.
And cranberry joy and the strawberry set is given by mah mama. She's really really really very generous and nice. :')

Why should I give a damn about it when you don't even seem to care about how I feel and just judge accordingly to what your eyes see.
When you don't even talk to me like how we did openly, when you don't even ask, when you don't even clarify things with me, when you don't even bother understanding how things are like on my side.
I don't know why I still bother so much, cause when someone decides to dislike someone else, that someone else should just heck it and move on with life and not get stuck and paranoid over small matters like this.
Too sensitive, thinking too much really doesn't help at all Evelyn, just get over it.
Cried before, got worried about it before, so just get over it already.

Oo, I hear the leaves rustling outside, seems like it's gonna be another cold night with thunderstorm.
Snug under your blankies and sleep tight folks!
Good night. ^^

And the bacon strips,

And the bacon strips, and the bacon strips, and more bacon strips, master flip.
EPICMEALTIME!
All thanks to Keith I gotta learn about this channel.
I find it super funny cause of his facial expression and the spamming of bacon strips in each and every thing he makes! And another ingredient that cannot be missed is Jack Daniels.
Especially the cooking process and the eating at the later part. Super crappy that is able to make me laugh so much.
He just gives me the impression that he's a sadistic guy who cuts up all the poultry or meat foodstuff and put them all together and bake them a million times before serving it. LOL.

Woah, I had so much food today that I'm still feeling super full.
Met Keith today for Koi, La mian + guo tie and beard papa!
Then came home for late dinner and still sipping my fave drink, honey lemon.

 I did a simple neoprint for her!
 Notice the eyes!

 Really feel like touching it..

SO I WAS LUCKY TODAY AND SAW KITTY CATTY at the void deck!
Super happy!
Cause it's like our bishan pet now. HAHA, actually how I got really attracted to it was 1st, because of it's duo colour, 2nd cause it always does the 咪咪眼 pose when we try to snap pictures of her!!
Sooo cute!

 Beard Papa!
Thanks for doubling the joy for me when I get to satisfy my craving!!! ^^

1st tuition class tomorrow, hope my student is good!

Friday, September 16, 2011

Yes, because i'm less than f*king perfect.

Tell me how many times have I been played punk before about my results in poly. What a joke man seriously.
Someone who didn't use to be so concern about her results gets so paranoid over a slight drop in her GPA now. Why? Because I know that this is all gonna determine my future, whether I get a degree in a local uni, whether I can get a good job with
my qualifications.
Of course it's not everything but it's something you cannot miss. It's a stepping
stone. Without it, what's left of you?
Really I don't expect much, or rather I can't expect much for my last sen results already but I'll not work less harder or give up on myself.
And then just last night, I was told by the cab driver that there are more and more foreigners coming into our small lil red dot to compete with us. Sigh..
Maybe I should really go overseas to study/work. I should just get away from this already invaded and cramp country..
Cause so what if you get a degree from a renowned uni. It doesn't ensure you a job within 6 months. At least this is what the cab driver shared with me about his children.
Actually this is not the end Evelyn. I know there are still many ways and alternatives out for me. It's just whether I'm bold enough to be different from the rest and do something that's outta the norm and be an entrepreneur. Just like papa mama.
Haha so much for not giving up and all. Ok great finished crying and ranting. Life goes on.. TGIF everyone!